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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 feeling violated is never a good feeling. Sending you hugs 💖🫂. The nurse saying you’re one of her fav doesn’t surprise me, you’ve always been a special one

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Hopefully that means you can get a good nights sleep tonight @Captain24

I'm sure your fur babies are loving you being home.

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Glad to read that you are home safely @Captain24 and that your furbabys were so happy to see you!
so sorry that you house is a mess though. Is it from the pet sitter? Can you speak with them? Leave feedback somewhere? I’d be so mad and disappointed. And I understand feeling violated.
Please take it slow though. Remember to breathe and don’t allow it to undo you. It’s frustrating and a minor setback, but you have got this.

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Onwards and upwards now @Captain24 . Yes there will be hiccups (expect them), but we know you can do it.

You're the perfect patient 🙂

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Yes it’s from the pet sitter @Bow. I’ve known her since she was a kid. She definitely won’t be getting any recommendations from me!

Yes.. it is a set back @tyme @Snowie @creative_writer but I have now learnt that tomorrow is a new day. I will wake to a mostly clean house and with my babies. Pix sleeps with me so that will feel awesome.

It’s weird, everything is the same but I’m different. I’m just not sure how that feels. I know it’s my first time.

You say that a lot @tyme but I’ve heard it so much in the last little while. Especially as I said my goodbyes. Maybe it’s just that Im willing to give things a go with an opened mind?? I don’t know.

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I don't even know how to explain why @Captain24 , but you would be the poster child. Honestly.

It's your attitude towards things. It's your transparency and honesty.

I hope people reading on don't think I'm saying everyone is a terrible patient. - Not at all.

I'm just sharing my observations that @Captain24 would be someone who would be so enjoyable to work with... but I don't know why.

I know I'm not really a good patient. lol . I'm the first to admit that.

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Thank you for sharing @tyme. I appreciate your kind words. I’ll take them on board. Honesty is something I pride myself on.

I’m going to ask my CM the same thing on Wednesday. It’s not complement fishing it’s to try and understand what it is I’m doing so that I can continue to. I want to keep improving and keep doing right by all that are helping me through all this.

Anyway. How’s things? How’s the kids? Oh and the floor! 😜

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Floor is AMAZING! When I have to sleep in the bed, I cringe @Captain24

So much so that when I sleep on the floor, I want to sleep more.

When I sleep in a bed, I can't wait to get out of it to get back to my floor!!!

I've had a pretty good week (now that it's Fri lol).

Overall, I'm in a pretty good mood.

I'm just so pleased to witness the amazing work of the Forums community. I'm just so grateful to be part of it. TO see people, like you, really grow and change over time.

I can think of so many members who are doing so well now that they only come back once in a while to say hi. As sad as it is not to be able to chat to them, it's a wonderful feeling to know that the forums have made a difference in their lives.

As for you, I'm glad you took up the challenge for that admission. Remember how it was only 1 week? I'm so glad it was for 3. You really needed it.

I am honestly so so so impressed with you. If I could, you'd also get hugs from me 🙂

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Welcome home @Captain24 ! I'm sorry your house was so dirty when you got home 😣


You did so well with your admission 🙂

I am happy to see you are on page 999 of your thread! 😄

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Thanks @NatureLover.

Hope you are doing ok.

Im feeling really overwhelmed. I have so much to do. Maybe after the weekend when I have it all done I can settle in. I also think Im putting too much pressure on myself.

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