Struggling through COVID and pregnancy

Hi @Losingit ,

Thank you for posting.

Welcome to the forums.

I used to have a lot of anxiety around catching COVID - not because I worried about being sick, but more worried about having to be stuck in isolation. To reduce the anxiety, I've re-framed my thinking from "If I get COVID..." to "When I get COVID..." There are people around me all the time who have COVID. Luckily I haven't got it - YET. However, today, my niece was at my house. She was just lying there so I gave her a RAT. She ended up positive so I sent her home. I give plenty of hugs and kisses to this niece, so I'm waiting to see when I'll get it.

I actually had a work colleague who got COVID while pregnant. She didn't have any issues. Symptoms were mild.

I'd encourage you to just take the normal precautions like wearing a mask, washing hands, social distancing etc. Besides that, I'm not sure what else you can do.

Do you have a therapist or someone you can speak to about your anxiety?

All the best with your pregnancy,

tyme

Hi @Losingit and welcome to the forum,

I haven’t had COVID and have, somehow avoided it so far, however a niece who is pregnant has been terrified she’d get it. One of her kids came home with it and “kindly” shared it with the whole family except the 2 year old! My niece was so scared but she came through it all ok…of course her hubby had the “more serious version”…man COVID! He too has since recovered. The baby is due next week.

My niece was very anxious but everything has turned out ok so I hope this encourages you and that as long as you receive good medical care and take all precautions you’ll be ok.

Good luck 💙💕

Thanks @tyme Yes I have a psychologist but I don’t feel like it’s helping. I’ve seen a psych for years and that’s part of the depression - I never feel like I’m making progress. And I’ll never be “cured”. I like your re-frame around “when” and I’ll be sure to try this. I’m sure it is only a matter of time unfortunately. Good luck with your niece!

Thanks @Eve7 . One of my main concerns is that I’m an older mum (42) so squarely in the high risk category. I read about other people

having mild to moderate symptoms and, of course, first thing I think is “well that clearly won’t be the case for me” 😔

Hey @Losingit ,

You made a good point there. I remember my years of psychologist sessions. I never saw progress and was getting down about it, particularly because it was such a commitment to go each week.

But alas, when I finished treatment and was sent into the 'big bad world', I HAD to utilise the skills I had been taught. When I saw a change, i internally said 'wow, i actually did it!' and the more this happened, the more I was able to look back and see how far I'd come.

Now of course everyone's journey is different. For me, I didn't see my HUGE growth until AFTER a period of therapy sessions. I guess I used the 'break' times to put in practice the things I'd gained from therapy.

Also, then during my therapy breaks (might be 4-8 weeks break), I'd note down all the things I wanted to go through and discussed with my therapist. That way, my sessions were super helpful. Therapy has worked wonders for me, but I always make sure I do my homework in between sessions.

Something else to be mindful of is pre- post-natal depression. Pregnancy can send your body into whack. If you have concerns, it's good to speak to a professional.

Sorry for rambling.

Looking forward to hearing how you go for the remainder of your pregnancy.

tyme

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@Losingit wrote:

“well that clearly won’t be the case for me” 😔

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Would it be a good idea to cross this bridge when and if you get there? That might help settle the anxiety.

tyme

My niece is 38 so not that much younger @Losingit

I agree with @tyme “to cross the bridge when you come to it”. One day at a time…preparing for a. baby causes anxiety but there’s also the excitement of giving birth to your own human. You will be a great Mum.

Ah i wish I could have such a breakthrough. I’ve spent years in and out seeing different psychs (including one specifically for post-natal anxiety/depression after my first son’s birth) but I feel like I’m not closer to peace than I am to the moon. It’s a never ending battle and, to be honest, I’m quite tired of the battle. I just want to be “normal” 🥹

@Losingit ,

That's a very common statement "I just want to be normal" - I said this many many times. The more I said this, the more depressed I became. I think it was because I wanted something that actually doesn't exist. What is normal?

When I finally 'let go' of this desire (and I mean really let go, not just saying I let go), things turned - for the better.

I hope you find the support you need to help you make that transition. But definitely, it would be good to speak to someone who can monitor signs of depression during pregnancy.

In the meantime, feel free to connect to others here on the forums. These forums were a Godsend to me during my recovery.

Kindest,

tyme

Hi @Losingit

I can completely relate to your fears about illness while you're pregnant. Being pregnant is challenging enough without the added weight of a global pandemic. When I was pregnant (many years ago now!) I would stress so much about staying well. Our hormones go through a massive shift which can greatly affect our emotions. Some people are more sensitive to these hormonal changes than others too. I am one of those, as I found with each of my pregnancies and then when I hit perimenopause in my 40s.

As others have said, just try to stay as safe as you can. I know it's easy to jump to conclusions about being one of those people who will be affected badly by covid if you get it. Staying away from the news can help and only tuning in for a short time so you know what's going on. The 24-hr news cycle can be brutal for our mental health.

Anyway, hang in there, take each day as it comes and try concentrating on what you CAN control , not what you can't.

hanami 💮