@EternalFlower
How are things today?
Parking tickets are a bummer any time.
Regarding your cw if you are not legally obligated because of a treatment order. Can you look for another service or person or style of MH support that would suit you I have been afraid to disconnect from a person or a service as sometimes some connection is better than nothing, but eventually worked my way to something better. I know people who are stuck in bad services due to legalities, even that is wrong, as the taxpayer funds those services, they ought to be effective, for more than box ticking.
I am having a 'bad back' few days and feeling grumbly. Freaked out yesterday when son seemed to have gone missing but he turned up later, just forgot to tell me about a meeting, so it was alright.
It can be upsetting to get posts removed. Dont take it too seriously as a major problem. In my experience the Sane team tries to balance their responsibility to the general community with their responsibility to individual users. I have had many posts where they asked me to change something. Sometimes I do, sometimes I do not have time and let it ride. At first I got upset but, learned it did not prevent me from being involved and eventually let it go.
Not sure if you have any trauma in your background
Just thinking about these ideas ... from the Crappy Childhood Fairy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACdk5EsXtTQ