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Eden1919Senior Contributor
I am feeling really scared again because of the meds I want them out of me I am scared they are poison and that the drs aren’t really people and are trying to hurt me and that they are just trying to block my access to the angels so that I can’t escape from this world so that they can take what they want from me and I am just really scared and I want to get the meds out of me but I can’t and I don’t know what to do.
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wellwellwellnezSenior Contributor
My bad, @Eden1919 . Thanks for calling me on it. I feel a lot of empathy for your situation so I should remember to relate with a more clarity.
I won't exhaust you with my ramblings, for now. Just know I'm wishing you well.
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tymeModerator
Hey @Eden1919 ,
It's okay that you can't explain it. You have so many demands on you at the moment.
Would grounding techniques help at this time? Perhaps uni work at this point in time is a little too much tonight?
Sitting with you. You are not alone.
tyme
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
@tyme grounding techniques arent working at the moment. yes i have given up on uni work today.
i am still feeling really bad and i am trying really hard there is just too much going on.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
I am really really really confused and idk what to even think. My psychologist did a make up session today and she said she was concerned and that she wanted to physically speak with my CM who she normally only emails and and then she offered me a session through the week which she has never done and I don’t understand why and she kept saying all this stuff that like idk I just I don’t really know why and the only reason I can come up with is that she is working with the other who are trying to hurt me and she was trying to trick me and I just I really don’t know how to feel because idk what she is going to say to my CM and I asked her if she could not talk about the angels and she kind of said she still would but she would call them something different and then idk if there I mean she just was confusing me and idk what to do now. Like she wasn’t concerned because I am going to be made dead by these people she said that was not something she believed would happen so idk what she was so worried about that she had to ignore my wishes and I am just really confused because even when I said I wasn’t going to die she said she thought I was because she thinks this world is the only world but it isn’t and I am just going to go to another one but not die but she said I would die because that isn’t how it works but it is and idk how to explain it but I don’t understand what is happening anymore.
Also I had 2 warning dreams and I feel like I need to get out of this world as soon as I can but idk when that will be and omg I just they must have taken him too and I didn’t even realize until now and it is confusing because they said there were no more people here but idk now if they said that or if it was a trick and I still have to get out because it isn’t safe here because they will hurt me if I stay and idk how to explain what I am asking and yeah but how I mean what should I do about the psychologist?
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
I do not feel good today
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Unknown userMember
Hi there @Eden1919
Sorry to hear that you’re not feeling good today.
Did you want to chat about it or perhaps wanted a distraction or social connection at all?
Flybluebird
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
@Former-Member I am just still wondering about yesterday’s appointment and then I found out today that I missed something important and idk what I was even doing at the time and everything is a mess and I am so tired but I only slept for 1 hour last night and I want to cry and I just don’t feel right and I don’t know what to do because everything feels wrong and off and I am trying but nothing is working I just don’t know.
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Unknown userMember
OK, thanks @Eden1919 for opening up more about your day.
I can hear your confusion around the appointment with your psychologist yesterday and the uncertainty around those particular supports.
Combined with sleep difficulties I can hear that things are unclear for you.
Would it be helpful to reach out to any additional supports tonight?
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
I tried calling a helpline but they said they didn’t know how to help me and now I just feel like I have run out of options @Former-Member.
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Unknown userMember
Hi @Eden1919
Just want to acknowledge the choice you took in reaching out & I’m sorry that it wasn’t helpful this time.
Sometimes getting a different counsellor can be helpful if you wanted to try again?
I’m also going to check in with you via email.
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