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Eden1919Senior Contributor
I am feeling really scared again because of the meds I want them out of me I am scared they are poison and that the drs aren’t really people and are trying to hurt me and that they are just trying to block my access to the angels so that I can’t escape from this world so that they can take what they want from me and I am just really scared and I want to get the meds out of me but I can’t and I don’t know what to do.
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Unknown userMember
Hey @Eden1919
Im sorry to hear what you are sitting with today 😔 it does sound scary to be feeling that way. I am going to send you an email to check in with you, ok? So please keep an eye out for it ❤️
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HistoryloverSenior Contributor
Hey @Eden1919. You're dealing with a lot at the moment and I wish I knew how to make things better for you - or that your doctors would. I can only send you my best wishes and hope you're feeling better soon. Take care @Eden1919.
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BowSenior Contributor
Hope things settle for you soon @Eden1919 cause that all sounds really scary to be living with. Wishing peace for you 💕
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wellwellwellnezSenior Contributor
These questions about your med balances have been a concern for a while. It's seeming like making progress in this area would make a big difference.
If you want to share, I'm very interested in hearing about whats been working and not working when it comes to communicating these concerns with your professional teams. Going by your comment questioning their human status, I'm guessing the miscommunications have been pretty significant. I'm still wondering if there's been any, let's say "glimmers of humanity" in any of the experiences.
Like you me and a bunch were saying before, it can tricky communicating spiritual concerns in a clinical setting. I think a lot of people are trying to get better (it might seem "old-fashioned" to a lot of people, but it is modern from a "culturally pluralist" point of view) but even when people are trying, everyone is limited by their own box of understanding. I'm curious how that part has been going, if you're comfortable in divulging.
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wellwellwellnezSenior Contributor
In general, I think I would advise using advocacy approaches and advocacy languages. Everyone's trained at least a little bit in advocacy language, so say try and say "people based" when asking to be heard. And, also maybe try and find out where their goals are, compare them to your goals and look for potential synergies. Synergy is one of the best trust-builders.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
@Former-Member @Historylover @Bow thank you.
@wellwellwellnez i am sorry but i really dont understand what you are saying/asking.
I have had a horrible day i am still really scared and overwhelmed and everything is too much and i was supposed to have an appointment with my psychologist but they cancelled and i am supposed to be studying but i just keep bursting into tears and i am just really struggling.
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tymeModerator
Dear @Eden1919 ,
Sitting with you. I hear how tough things are.
With uni, have you got a reasonable adjustment plan to help you through?
tyme
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HistoryloverSenior Contributor
What are you studying @Eden1919?
I'm overwhelmed by everything at the moment too, so I don't have any advice. If I did, none of us would have any problems. And wouldn't that be nice?
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
@tyme yes i have a plan but it doesnt help me to get the actual work done.
@Historylover i am sorry you are also overwhelmed. and yes it would be nice.
I dont know why i keep crying i am trying not too but every little thing is setting me off and i just feel so horrible and everything is too much. i am still so scared and i cant even explain it but i just cant deal with this.
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HistoryloverSenior Contributor
I don't have any words of wisdom, @Eden1919, but you are in my thoughts. Take care.
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