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Hi guys, I joined cos I feel overwhelmed at the moment. I have depression and see a psychologist and was diagnosed with BPD many years ago. I live with my teen kids and partner but other relatives live overseas. Over the years I've been 'ghosted' by 3 friends. My aunt just stopped sending xmas /birthday presents etc to us over a year ago. My brother who had reached out to me around 10 years ago on fb ( previously hadn't seen him for years) we got on i sent gifts to his family he did the same. I met up with him and his family 4 years ago it was lovely. Then 2 years ago I said I was flying over for xmas did he want to meet up. His response was ' No Im busy. Happy Christmas " I asked if all was ok, if I'd done something wrong ' he said. " No, happy Christmas' then nothing for 2 years. Ive unfriended him and his family and my aunt.. I feel so sad and crying non stop. I can't deal anymore with being abandoned anymore. Im reaching out as I dont want to put myself out there anymore to be rejected. I dont want to ask them why. If they dont want to text me I would rather just leave it and move on. What is wrong with me?? Sorry for the miserable.post. 😊

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Hi @Tracey5

I’m really glad you reached out, and I’m sorry you’re carrying so much right now. This doesn’t sound like a “miserable post” at all; it sounds like someone who’s been hurt repeatedly and is exhausted from it. 💛

What you’re describing — friends disappearing, family going quiet without explanation — can feel incredibly painful and confusing. Being “ghosted” or cut off taps straight into feelings of abandonment, and when that happens more than once, it can really shake your sense of safety and self-worth. It makes sense that you’re feeling overwhelmed and tearful.

I want to say this clearly as a moderator:
There is nothing “wrong” with you.
People pulling away without explanation is about their limits, avoidance, or circumstances — not a measure of your value as a person.

It’s also completely understandable that you don’t want to keep putting yourself out there just to risk being rejected again. Wanting to protect yourself isn’t weakness; it’s self-preservation. You’re allowed to decide not to chase answers or force connections that aren’t being reciprocated.

A few gentle points to hold onto:

• Having depression and a past BPD diagnosis does not mean you deserve abandonment.

• Feeling this level of sadness doesn’t mean you’re failing at coping — it means you’ve been hurt.

• Unfriending or stepping back can be a way of setting boundaries when contact is too painful.

It’s really positive that you’re already seeing a psychologist. If you can, this would be a very important thing to bring into those sessions — especially the repeated losses and how they’re affecting you now. You don’t have to solve this on your own.

Please know this group is a place where you don’t have to apologise for being honest about how hard things are. You’re not alone here, and you’re welcome to keep sharing at your own pace. 💙

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Hello @RadAcceptance20 😊

@Mikee started a discussion thread but it has been moved but it has been locked and now no one can reply to his discussion, can we get this fixed please

hi @Shaz51 , @Mikee

I will investigate and see what can be done.

Thanks @Shaz51.