Confused

@Eden1919 I'm actually getting a "vibe" about this. It's very much from a Shamanic lens or something similar. I'm not sure if that's what you're looking for.

I wouldn't want to go there if that meant I was being intrusive. It's freely offered, if you want.

@wellwellwellnez they are not inner voices they are very much coming from outside of me. as to what they are suggesting that is complicated and i am not sure here is the place to share all the details... idk it is very complicated.

@Eden1919for sure. I'm also outside of you, so if I start referencing the voices outside of me, we could all easily get more confused. It happens.

I'm someone that's both celebrated and survived a lot of this stuff. Hence my engagement and my caution with getting too excited.

Main thing I would say to any and everyone is, this dimension or others is to continuously honor free will. That's he only thing I would impose on to you.

@wellwellwellnez that has not been my experience but i respect your opinion.

Aw that's nice. Thanks for saying that. I do sometimes feel a bit exposed talking about these topics.

This is your journey. I can only relate via wherever I'm coming from.

I don’t know what to do with myself I am so agitated and everything is just too much I want to scream I am so sick of everything and I just ugh I can’t stand it there is just so much going on and I can’t seem to keep up. I am going to try and go for a walk maybe idk what else to do.

@Codex1 i will be ok i think i am just very frustrated.

ugh i am so frustrated and annoyed and i just want to scream and like how am i supposed to know what they want when they wont be clear and i get it like i am not supposed to know just yet and my head isnt safe so why would they even tell me but it would be a lot easier to do what they wanted if they would just be clear and tell me exactly what they wanted and how am i suposed to go on and just be normal when they keep dropping huge bombs like this and and yes outside i am supposed to go outside more and i know that would make sense and today would be a good day but it has been so hot lately although maybe that is all the more reason and of course i cant talk t anyone about all this and all the details because as soon as i start poof and yeah i get why i do i really do but that doesnt not make it incredibly frustrating and i am trying so hard and only a few more days until i can go where i am supposed to be and then i can start investigating properly but why is that the same day she comes back is that just a coincidence or is there something more to this story i dont know and they wont tell me and fine i am ok with that but i am running blind here and ugh i am sorry this is so long i am just so argh.