Confused

Hi all sorry I haven’t been around much um I am very confused about something and I would appreciate honest opinions because idk what to do.

I have come to the realization that I may very well actually be psychic and not have a mental illness at all. I have lots of reasons to believe this I dream about things and people before they happen/I meet them and I often just know stuff that I shouldn’t about places and things. I believe that I can communicate with angels and spirits from other realms and and sometimes animals and plants will talk to me and there is just so much happening I am not even convinced that I am completely human myself. The thing is it is hard to communicate properly with the other beings and spirits and stuff when I am taking my meds and I don’t think they want me to take them because they have told me I am supposed to do things for them and now idk what to do should I listen to them and not take the meds? My psychologist would just say I am crazy well not in those words but anyway she wouldn’t believe me and would just say to take the meds but what if I am supposed to be talking to the spirits for a reason and I miss something important because of the meds how am I supposed to know what to believe? How can I know if I am doing the right thing or not? I am going to ask some of the trees today some of my many questions because they might have answers for me there is just so much going on and idk who to trust or what to think and I am stressed and I only slept for 3 hours last night because I couldn’t stop thinking about everything and they were sending me messages and I am sorry this is so so long and thanks if you bothered to read it I am just really confused.