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Starting to struggle

Starting to struggle

I was doing so well, my moods where manageable and now I feel like I'm losing control my anxiety is bad my flashbacks are more present, family are causing lots of stress and controlling me I don't know what to do, it all feels really to overwhelming.

I feel like my whole world is falling apart, my stress levels are high, my moods are always fluctuating, I have random anger outbursts, I'm isolating myself from nearly everyone.

My dad hasn't even really contacted me, I'm really upset, I feel like he doesn't care or even wants to give me a call to see how I am. His wife is really controlling and she tends to judge me. They want me to go to Christmas with them and I don't even want to see them.

I find this time of year is triggering.

Am safe

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Oh no.. Hope you recover quickly.. nothing worse than a face that feels like it's going to explode.

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Yep it’s horrible @AussieRecharger

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Sorry for the late reply. I have been having cpl days rest. Hope your sinus infection is improving @Fluttershy1 💚

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Hey @maddison @AussieRecharger @Shaz51 @Snowie @outlander @Eve7 @Former-Member @TAB @Historylover @Jacques @Former-Member @Adge @Meowmy @LostAngel @NatureLover - I hope you are all well,

Ive just been keeping to myself I’ve been dealing with alot and I have just distanced myself from everyone nearly. I feel like I keep getting let down by my support workers because my favourite one left me that normally does the Wednesday shift and I really trusted her. It’s broken and upset me because she promised she wouldn’t leave me…..

Family issues are up in the air again, I had to argue with my dad to get my birth certificate back because he didn’t want me to have it because he thinks I will lose it. He hardly contacts me or sees how I am. I’m just over him ignoring me. I’m just upset and overwhelmed with everything,

Theres so much going on I am waiting to hear if I get approved for a traineeship in aged care because I feel like things get tense with me and grandma if I’m home 24/7 so I’m trying to get out abit more.

Im scared that I’m going to get covid because of how it’s come back again just as we have nearly gone back to normal.

am safe

sorry for the long post

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Sorry things not going so well @Fluttershy1 I guess that happens re health professionals, it can get comfortable, familiar and then they disappear as have career moves or other priorities I had same person for DES contact for 12mths, then a new one every 2 weeks , getting different story every time, so I just went to another place ..

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Sorry to hear all is not so well for you at the moment, @Fluttershy1. I'm in a state of deep trauma myself so I'll just have to leave you with my best wishes. I hope all goes well with you in your hoped for traineeship.

Sending best wishes,

Historylover.

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Hey @maddison @AussieRecharger @Shaz51 @Snowie @outlander @Eve7 @Itsjustme1 @TAB @Historylover @Jacques @Smiling_Gecko @Adge @Meowmy @LostAngel @NatureLover - I hope you are all well,

Got bad news today and it’s really upset me, a close friend I knew passed away from can*er yesterday and i have just been told today and I’m feeling upset because I knew them from when I was little. It really has touched my heart. If I’m less active you all know why 💔

More stuff going on in my life.

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@Fluttershy1 💜💜

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Sorry for your loss @Fluttershy1

Thankyou for posting & staying in touch.

I wish I had let people know in the same way you have, that it is difficult for me to post right now.

I'm planning on returning next week.

Take care xo

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So sorry for the loss of your friend, @Fluttershy1. Life can be tough, can't it? Sending best wishes.

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