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Starting to struggle

Starting to struggle

I was doing so well, my moods where manageable and now I feel like I'm losing control my anxiety is bad my flashbacks are more present, family are causing lots of stress and controlling me I don't know what to do, it all feels really to overwhelming.

I feel like my whole world is falling apart, my stress levels are high, my moods are always fluctuating, I have random anger outbursts, I'm isolating myself from nearly everyone.

My dad hasn't even really contacted me, I'm really upset, I feel like he doesn't care or even wants to give me a call to see how I am. His wife is really controlling and she tends to judge me. They want me to go to Christmas with them and I don't even want to see them.

I find this time of year is triggering.

Am safe

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Hi @Fluttershy1

Hope you are ok 💜 if you feel like talking, I am here. If you don't want to respond that is ok too💜

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Hey @maddison - it’s been hard, still trying to process it.

hey @Historylover @Snowie @TAB

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Hey @Fluttershy1 😊

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@Roxy55 - hi🙈

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Thank you for adding me and I hope you continue to stay strong 🙂

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It’s hard @Roxy55 - feeling overwhelmed

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If you ever feel like giving up read this.💚

I know it’s tough

I know it’s hard

I know it seems impossible

I know it seems like your going around in a circle again

I know it feels like everything is failing

I know it seems like it’s never going to get better

I know okay believe me I do

But listen....

I’ve said this plenty of times no matter what happens no matter how bad it gets no matter how much you want to give up your not allowed you’ve gotta keep fighting yes you might not want to keep fighting but you belong here.

I know everything is getting worse trust me I do but giving up isn’t going to solve any of your problems, remember everything that happens is temporary suic*de isn’t instead it’s permanent and once your gone your gone there’s no getting you back.

I understand you may think that no one loves you or no one wants you but they do me loves you and me wants you so if you feel like no one wants your or loved you I do I’m here.

Your all worth so much more than you think and I know it sounds impossible to get through this but it’s temporary pain trust me.

Your life is worth living your worth living your worth fighting for.

I’ve said this always and imma say it again but with more explanation.

Life is like a book okay.

So your given a book for an amount of time no one knows how long your gonna have that book for yeah

You then start reading that book it becomes boring and you give up reading it anymore.

You close the book and put it down you’ve given up with that book.

It gets taken away from you someone’s comes and gets it or taken somewhere and then you don’t find out what happens.

Life’s the same okay

Your given this life for an amount of time no one knows how long for

You start off your life and it could be going great but you get older you start to grow up it gets harder and harder to live life

You give up it’s gotten to much now your tired you want to go so you do but your life has been taken from you too soon.

So if your looking for a reason to stay here it is

Your wanted

Your loved

Your needed

Your worthy

Your strong

Your brave

Your kind

Your caring

Your beautiful

Your precious

Your gorgeous

Your a fighter

Your not a burden

Your not a waste of space

Your not a waste of time

Your not a waste of oxygen

Things do and will get better so just hold on okay cause it will get better

So

keep fighting

Stay strong

I love you🥺❤️

@Roxy55

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Hey @Fluttershy1 ,

I'm glad you were able to reply. I'm so sorry for your heart break.

There are so many things in our struggles that we can try to find solutions for. Unfortunately, loss is not one of them☹️

Like you said, it takes time to process.

Perhaps you could light a candle, write or draw your emotions, buy a special piece of jewelry, that reminds you of the friend you lost.

xo

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thanks @maddison


It’s been hard, a step at a time though

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It's the only way @Fluttershy1 💜

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