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Hi guys,

I am new here. I was too lonely and decided to look for a place to connect and here i am. It's been years that i been single and this lockdown made it harder to get back to relationship matter. I been feeling down and losing track of day and night. Sometime it's just so hard to deal with myself, spending time alone become harder and harder every second passes. I remember feeling that the lonely winter nights were seem will never be over. Today is sunny and bright in the Melbourne city and i went out to the park but the feeling inside is still the same. Sometime feel like it's just too much. Just living and breathing feel like a misery. Movies, tv shows and games just don't satisfied me anymore. Everything seem so pointless yet the time is moving on but i can't keep up. I don't know what i want or what i need anymore. I don't know what i should expect from this forum but not sure what will suprise me. I would love some raw excitment and happiness. I wonder what is it like to feel alive and hopeful. Have i really felt that before? I can't remember the feeling.

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Hello @SunnyRays

Hows that we live in a world famous city .....

I try different things to keep my mind occupied , not everything works .

But in this lock down there has been plenty of time to try.

Thank you and hopefully you get back to hobbies or interests that were fun for you too

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Hi @Former-Member

I feel alot better actually. I am going to start going for a run again. I feel like the world ain't so bad actually after talking here for awhile. I realized i miss botanical garden and the Shrine of Remeberence where i would look over to the city scape from top of the stairs when the sun is setting.

Thank you too Evanthia. I hope everything going well and meaningful for you.

Night.

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Wow @BPDSurvivor

That's cool. I guess it is. Have a great night!

Sleep tight.

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Yes, that is such a beautiful place with the city scale on top of the stairs, Sunnyrays.

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'I feel like the world ain't so bad actually after talking here for awhile.'


I'm glad you feel this way @SunnyRays . Connection and a sense of belonging makes a big difference.

I encourage you to continue reaching out here or anywhere else.

To be honest, these forums have played a huge part in my own MH recovery. I celebrated my successes here. I shared my challenges here. I supported others here. I can share without feeling judged here.


It's made a huge difference. I hope you will also benefit from the experience!

And yes, I had my burger and fries last night. I only ate half the burger and a few fries lol.

What are you up to today? @SunnyRays

BPDSurvivor

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Hey @BPDSurvivor

Yes, i am so glad that i found this little site. It's been great helps.

And good to hear you enjoyed the burger.

My day been just as usual. Cooked some foods. Played some games. But i decided to go to the Shrine after dark to check out how it is since i never been to that place at such time. Now i am here. It's all dark and quiet. Saw an older couple. In their 70s i think. Chit chatting and laughing. Like some teenagers at the place at such time in the dark 😂. I wonder what are they to each other and what are they talking about. Well, i could only imagine and smile. Because i kinda wanted that. I guess there are some experience worth hoping for and live forward to.

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Hehehe @SunnyRays ,

That's so sweet seeing older people just chatting away happily at the Shrine. It really does make you wonder what their secret is.

Press on @SunnyRays . Life is full of ups and downs. That's just the nature of it.

Hope you have a good night.

BPDSurvivor

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Hello @SunnyRays

Thats great to hear you are feeling better

I used to go past the Shrine on my way to work ... Its been years since l have been to the botanical gardens, its funny how you stop going to beautiful gardens.

I cant run due to knee injury which has kept me homebound for 3 years now and its horrible , but l can run a marathon in my head no problems.

I am playing one day at a time and thats all the commitment l can say.

Watching Fast and Furious now and kicking back doing nothing..

Hopefully you had a good weekend.

Always around...

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Hi @SunnyRays

Welcome! Love your username screams of hope to me!

I am glad to read you are feeling better and I hope to see you on these forums again.

Take care.

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Hi @pinklollipop15

Ahahaa, when i was creating this account, i was at a park and it was a sunny day. I was looking around to get some idea for the user name and i came up with this. And yeah, Sunny rays kinda represent hopes i guess. Like when dark clouds moved and sunny rays appears in the movies. 🤣

Anyway, your name is cute too.

Hope to see you doing well in the future. (Not that i think you are not doing well now though, just keep being well 😉 )

Take care!

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