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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
I feel like my thoughts are out of control they are around SH, am safe but am struggling with the thoughts I have been so stressed the thoughts are just coming back. I don't want to have my addiction to SH again. I want to stay clean.
@Former-Member - am safe
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
Not really @BPDSurvivor,
Mim hiding
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
@pinemushroom @Peregrinefalcon @Jynx @BPDSurvivor @Bunniekins @Snowie @Former-Member @NatureLover @Shaz51 @MDT
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Hope you're well @Fluttershy1
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MDTSenior Contributor
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
Hey @pinemushroom @Peregrinefalcon @Jynx @BPDSurvivor @greenpea @Snowie @Itsjustme1 @NatureLover @Shaz51 @The-Hams -
Things are a little rough at home, I feel like everything is falling apart. Nobody cares about me lately, I feel like they are just using me. I feel like a let down and that I'm not good enough for anyone.
im having constant anxiety which isn't helping, I get blamed for everything when it isn't even me.
IM FEELING LIKE A FAILURE.
am safe
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
Hi @MDT @BPDSurvivor @Bunniekins @Snowie - how do you deal with family conflict I always seem to be getting the blame and in trouble lately, it's been really upsetting me and it's triggering my PTSD and they don't care. I'm constantly upset lately, I don't want to get up, I just wanna hide, I feel like a let down, I feel like I'm not good enough. Sometimes I feel like giving up because it gets all to overwhelming for me.
I got told to turn my fan off because the electricity costs to much and they don't ask me to help pay it or anything.
I really feel like a mistake.
I feel like a failure,
I feel worthless
I feel numb
i feel helpless.
sometimes I feel like giving up.
am safe
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
@Peregrinefalcon - I may aswell leave forums aswell. I'm just gonna leave everything so that everybody is happy.
am safe
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PeregrinefalconSenior Contributor
Hey @Fluttershy1,
It can be so hurtful feeling misunderstood by those around us. Please know that you are not a failure, you are a very valuable person who is doing their best every day. This is a space that you can always feel welcome 
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
@Peregrinefalcon - I feel so alone today. I wish the pain would stop. I'm holding the tears back, I'm bottling everything up. Everything is just overwhelming.
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
@Peregrinefalcon - don't even think about emailing me to check in.
Im safe . I feel upset
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