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Remember when out of the blue I brought up our friend Chester? A lightening bolt moment for you and then me as a result...

This is my gift for you @saltandpepper

https://youtu.be/zsCD5XCu6CM💙🙏💙

Here @saltandpepper

Sometimes slowing down outbreaths helps me. Just doing that one thing.

You're a good friend @Anastasia

As are you @frog 💞

Hopefully @saltandpepper is listening to our song 🙏

I cajt get the words out. Writinf and rewriting but its not coming out

Something is coming back to me. An entire chapter of my life repressed and erased. Its sinking in. The memories are hiding beneath a thin veil. I couod set them free but I don't want to. Another new face, another man, another time, another incident, another one. Blocked it out completely. Its coming back to me. I say i want the memeories but do i? Do i? I don't. I don't wanr this

It was all gone. Completely erased. Now it's coming back. What else is there? Wat else am i hiding? What if there's more. They're not gaps in my memory, they're shit like this. Blocked out repressrd pieces of garbage

Enough words to let us know you're there @saltandpepper xx

Here with you @saltandpepper still holding you tight 🙏💙

It sounds really traumatic @saltandpepper

Is there anyone you can call on to stay with you irl?

@Former-Member

I can't deal with this @Anastasia i cant. Its too much. I wanted things tk come back ti me but this. Always this. I cant. I domt. I can't keep going through this.