Help

I don't want jt to come back to me

But its there. And i remember it. I feel it.

Hey @saltandpepper I've taken over for Basil this afternoon. I know they sent you a check in email, it would be great if you could respond (but if not, that's ok). We're here beside you as best we can be, but it would be really great if you had someone with you, like @frog suggested.

We all care about you and want you to be safe, even if these memories are really making it hard for you. Please reach out if you can, you don't deserve to be alone right now. Sending strength to help you through

Sweetheart I hear you. I feel your distress. Holding you tight. Wanting it to stop for you. Breathe. Inhale deep through your nose and out through your mouth. You've got this @saltandpepper

@Former-Memberis watching over you. You aren't alone 🙏💙🙏

@frog @BPDSurvivor @StuF

I didn't want it

@saltandpepper

I'm still around too.

Sorry, but I needed to go for a walk.

I wish I had better words for you. But can still listen and sit with you.

Did if hAppen nore than once? Are you fhking serious? Wtf. Maybe notaybe im wrong. I coukdbbe worng. Wtf. Wtf. Wtf. Why us all this shit coming back to me. Fuckingg why

I want to press pause or stop but it won't. How many more of these memories do i have. Hoe many? I can't take a life time of stumbling on to these landmines

No you didn't want it nor did you encourage or deserve it @saltandpepper

It all is :pile_of_poo: and so unfair. We are all here supporting you and @Jynx has sent you an email if you feel able to respond. You're not alone.

Could you call your brother hun to sit it out with you?

I can't do that @Anastasia I can't. I can't. It's too fresh. Too raw. In disbelief. I don't know what to think