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Just a vent

Just a vent

Having a really frustrating night and just needed to vent. My meds get upped tomorrow, thank god. I'm so sick of feeling p*ssed off all the time. Actually that's not accurate, I'm sick of my toxic family p*ssing me off all the time and I'm left to deal with the aftermath. Seriously cannot wait till I am done with them all for good.
I just seem to start making healthy gains and I'm dragged back into all their bullsh*t again.
A family of narcissists and/or enablers who have never given me any respect or love. The only time they acknowledge my existence is when they need something.
Seriously just over it. Over being made to feel like I'm less than nothing or that my feelings and my time isn't important.
Well f*ck them all!! I'm a better person than the lot of them put together will ever be. I'm proud to be the black sheep! As long as I'm nothing like them!! Just can't wait for the day I can go no contact and finally be free of the lot of them.
Thanks for listening.
BB 🐰❤️

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@Bunniekins hey beautiful

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@bipolarbunny

Hi bipolarbunny and anyone else interested in books,

I think I suffer from BED syndrome also. However, am getting out more for exercise and definitely feeling the benefit.

Thanks again for the book title. If you want any more books for late-night reading on the computer, you can download books free from "pdfdrive.com"; Just enter "pdfdrive.com" in your browser then the title of the book or subject or topic in the search box. If the book is there you can download it as pdf, epub, etc. There will also be shown about a dozen or so books of similar title, for each search, that you may find interesting. You should be able to find lots of books to build up a literary armoury for defence. The interface is fairly intuitive, but if you wish to download quite a few books, as I have, there are a few tricks to speed up the process. If I can help, or anyone else, let me know.

Suggest entering "guitar" or "learn guitar" as well.

Cheers

HenryX

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Hi @bipolarbunny

Yes it's paradoxical how alone you can feel in a large family. As a child I felt unwanted. Low level physical and emotional abuse. Yet no connection with siblings. Probably my fault as I just tried to get by day after day and was very introverted. I tried to care for my dad for several years after my mother died so I appreciate your efforts with your mother too. Hang in there, I hope you feel more comfortable on the increased psych meds. It sounds as though you've made a massive effort with diet and exercise in the last 5 weeks. I'm trying to write this with a cat being very insistent that he wants to cuddle on my shoulder, he's good company but it would be nice to have human conversation. He's started purring now so at least he's happy.

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@Meowmy Hey Meowmy :)! how are you sweety? I hope everything in your world is treating you kindly. Love always. peaxxx

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@Bunniekins @bipolarbunny @Dimity @HenryX @TideisTurning good morning,take care

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@Meowmy Take care beautiful. Love you Meowmy. peaxx

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@Bunniekins live you beautiful little pea.

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@Meowmy @bipolarbunny @Bunniekins @Dimity @TideisTurning @eth @Mazarita @Shaz51 @Appleblossom @Jynx @Snowie @Always-hope@Meowmy @Daisydreamer @Olga @frog

@girasole @Dani1981

and many others

Good Evening all, unless you are in W.A. where it is still more appropriately, Good Afternoon

Having been up late last night, I am just rejoining the "land of the living" awake people, getting a lot of keystrokes wrong, and having to correct a lot, as I write this, so I probably am still not really awake. Take blood pressure and sugar and I'm right to go. Early night tonight!

However, the sentiments are extended most sincerely,

Best Wishes

HenryX

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Hi @HenryX @bipolarbunny @Meowmy @Bunniekins et al

Salutations and greetings

I had a late start too. The autumn sun here is very inviting, I'll venture out soon for an amble around the block. There have been lorikeets in the gumtree and I can hear a wattlebird. Late afternoon is nice at this time of year.

Daylight saving ends soon - my father thought he had SAD - perhaps it compounds my melancholia too. Best to enjoy the light now so I'll go for my walk.

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@HenryX hey hope you enjoy the evening. Winding down here after long day at work.Hope you have nice dinner too.

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