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Just a vent

bipolarbunnySenior Contributor

Just a vent

Having a really frustrating night and just needed to vent. My meds get upped tomorrow, thank god. I'm so sick of feeling p*ssed off all the time. Actually that's not accurate, I'm sick of my toxic family p*ssing me off all the time and I'm left to deal with the aftermath. Seriously cannot wait till I am done with them all for good.
I just seem to start making healthy gains and I'm dragged back into all their bullsh*t again.
A family of narcissists and/or enablers who have never given me any respect or love. The only time they acknowledge my existence is when they need something.
Seriously just over it. Over being made to feel like I'm less than nothing or that my feelings and my time isn't important.
Well f*ck them all!! I'm a better person than the lot of them put together will ever be. I'm proud to be the black sheep! As long as I'm nothing like them!! Just can't wait for the day I can go no contact and finally be free of the lot of them.
Thanks for listening.
BB 🐰❤️

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MeowmySenior Contributor

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@Dimity hey there. Take care. Enjoy the evening.

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bipolarbunnySenior Contributor

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@HenryX Thanks for the book link my friend, have already downloaded some titles. Have you read The Alchemist by Paulo Coehlo? It's a short novel and a wonderful meaningful read.

@Bunniekins @Dimity @Meowmy @HenryX

Hope you all have a wonderful evening. I had a chill day today whilst getting used to the new med dose. Hoping for an early night. xx

BB 🐰❤️

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor

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@HenryX Hey HenryX hoping you get a better sleep tonight. If it wasnt for medications pea would be roaming the streets at 3am like in the old days. You have my sympathy. Love peaxxx

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor

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@DimityHey Dimity I am a night owl or used to be once upon a time and would go for walks around my streets from 3am onwards. Now the meds keep me asleep until the alarm goes off! I hope you enjoyed your walk with the beautiful birds. Love peaxxx

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor

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@bipolarbunny Hey hunny. Hoping you get a decent nights sleep is hard at times for us bipolar people!See you tomorrow. Love pea

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MeowmySenior Contributor

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@bipolarbunny hey there,wish you a nice evening. Take care

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HenryXSenior Contributor

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@bipolarbunny

Hi bipolarbunny

Pleased that the site is useful for you.

I have downloaded The Alchemist by Paulo Coehlo and halving read 80 pages, I am sure that I will enjoy reading the rest. Thank you for the suggestion.

Hope that your med response levels quickly.

Best Wishes

HenryX

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rosesSenior Contributor

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Glad to hear that I am not the only one who has trouble with sleep. By the time morning comes I will have been awake all night, and over recent times I have been only sleeping every second night which is not good for the bipolar, roses 🌹

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HenryXSenior Contributor

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@roses

Hi Roses,

Yes, the medication that I take is an antidepressant. If I forget or get carried away with something, then go to bed it is not long before I realise what I've forgotten. I've tried a couple of times to reduce the dosage but the effect is unpleasant, so it is better to just keep on taking them and don't forget to renew the prescription. The overall effect doesn't seem to be a problem during the day, but they do seem to have a stabilising effect.

Cheers,

HenryX

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