@Oaktree @Shaz51 @Dimity @Bunniekins @bipolarbunny
Hello Ladies
I was up to 3 with son talking. It is better to be with him than not ... so a slow start today ....Hope you are doing alright ...

@Mazarita One of the important things that helped me, was being able to savour the good feeling of my more "jubilant" moments, without discounting the feelings, but going carefully with the unrealistic thoughts and expectations that might have been generated .... it was just good to feel those things after many years when I never thought it possible ...
In my low times, curled in foetal ... it is good to recall those moments and let them fill me with warmth .... when I could think of it ....and bring those feelings to mind ... but it is never automatic ... there is a lost of acceptance ... of just where we are at ...
Def Dont push yourself .... we are getting past the age we need to prove anything to anyone .... older and wiser ... we know the fall out ... of pushing past our physical limitations .... we only need to do that when it is absolutley essential.
