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What’s next?

Sitting here listening to the bird noises (I would like to say bird song but there is too many different sounds) As I said in my getting start post, I have hit rock bottom and slipped into a crack and it has me wondering what now! I know the only way is up (as I sing that one line from a song I can't remember the rest of the words too) In my last session I finally got it, the only hand that can pull me out is my own and that scares me due to the lack of faith, well the lack of anything in myself to succeed.

So here I am, stripped raw not a memory left unexplored (that I am aware of) no secrets hidden. Now I get to start again, putting it all back together bit by bit. I know there will be lots of times I may fall backwards but I am hoping that I won't get stuck there.

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I’m having ECT in the morning so need to get some sleep @Lee82

What are you doing tomorrow?

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The sweets look delicious @Bellarose75 🌸

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@Anastasia Beautiful flowers Myboy thank you xxx

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@Bellarose75 Love to you Bellarose75 you are such a sweetheart. peaxxx

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Good luck today with ECT hun. I will be thinking of you.
@Eve7

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Good morning beautiful. Just wanted to wish you all the best for your appointment today. I will keep you close to my heart and in my thoughts.
love you to infinity and beyond!
@Bellarose75

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Good morning @Emelia8 how you doing this morning? Do you have much planned for the day? Has the rain eased up at all?
sending you love and hugs my friend.

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@Anastasia good morning my love. How you doing today babe? How has your boy been lately. I hope your Friday turns out to be a good day for you.
sending you love and hugs.

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Good morning to you too @Lee82 💓 And also @Bellarose75 @Bunniekins @Schitzo @Eve7 @Anastasia @Clawde 😊

Its still raining here @Lee82 ... 110 mms over the past 24 hours, and still counting. Similar expected today. 🌧🌧

The only thing I need to do today is to take little Holly to the vet this afternoon. Unless I get flooded in, that is. Flash flooding can cause our road into town to be closed on occasions where rain is like it has been here lately. So I hope that doesnt happen. Its 6 weeks today since Holly had her big operation. But when she had her op, her liver enzymes were a bit high, so the vet wanted to recheck them 6 weeks later. And unfortunately she seems to have developed a bit of a cough over the last week, so I want to get that checked out too.

Hubby is away for a few days from yesterday until Sunday. So I am luxuriating in the ability to do what I want, when I want. He has gone away with his good friend, and meeting up with number of his former business aquaintances. A group of 24 last I heard. Sound like trouble? Yep, you're right. Its supposed to be an annual golf trip for the boys. Although hubby isnt able to play any more due to his Parkinsons Disease, he was going to go and act as Marshall for the weekend. Riding the buggy. However, with all this rain around (including where they went some 5 hours from here) perhaps none of them will be golfing too much. So it may well become a big booze up. 🍺 I hope not, because hubby really cannot handle it any more. He's liable to end up falling and hurting himself, and forgetting to take all his life saving medications. Sigh!

So my weekend is F R E E !!!!! I will likely do some reading and some diamond painting. Indoor activities it will need to be given the prediction of significant amounts of rain every day. How about you?

@Bellarose75 ... another difficult psych session for you today I expect. I hope you come through it stronger than you went into it. I will be around later if you need to debrief or distract. Other than early arvo vet apt, I am around.

@Anastasia ... I hope your work day goes well today. Is it family pizza night again tonight? Can I put in an order?

@Clawde ... thinking of you today my friend. Hope to catch up with you sometime today. Take good care, please.

Emelia 💞

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@Emelia8 I hope all goes well with holly at the vet.
Wow a weekend to yourself sounds wonderful hun. Although I know you will be worrying about hubby I hope you get to enjoy the time you have to spoil yourself a little, relax and recoup.
Geez I hope the rain settles down a little for you soon. It's nice to have a bit of rain but not when it turns to flooding.
I hope you enjoy your day today hun. I am still at home in bed doing nothing. Still haven't seen my boys 😢 hoping they will won't to come by today after school.

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