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Let's talk DID and dissociation

Let's talk DID and dissociation

Hello all

@Former-Member, @Bellarose75, @BraveOne, @Nyx, @Fluttershy1, @Maggie, @Grace20212, @NoOne, @MySunrise, @Unlonely1, @destructive, @Lemonjuice and we are sure there are others who have DID or dissociation disorders but we haven't interacted with them so feel free to add others we missed.

We noticed that there is a lot of threads popping up about DID and decided that maybe having a thread we can all chat on and ask questions and give advice to each other would be good.

We thought we would start off by explaing who we are.

We call ourselves the dragon system.

Host/main/core goes by our username due to guidelines but the rest of us are happy to say our names it also helps people know who's responding.

Here is a list of all of us that we as a working system is aware of.

So I'm going to split it up into 3 groups, littles (0-10), middles (11-17) and bigs (18+).

So my littles are :

Kelly, 4, mute and trauma holder, Eshy, main

Sarah, 6, main

Strudle, 5, wolf shapeshifter, main

Brandon

Bianca

Brittney, 7, the BBB triplets

Sienna, 8, prefers CC

Dana, 4, trauma holder, AP

Leana, 6, trauma holder, AP

Cameron, 8, trauma holder

Kelsey, 5, trauma holder

Uunala, 4, trauma holder, Eshy

Stacey, 10

Tessa, 9, FS Trauma holder

My middles are:

Steph, 15, sporty, gender fluid

Daisy, 13, Artistic

Macey, 12, smart, Eshy

Repunzel, 16/17, Fictive

Elsie, 17, littles helper

Erin, 15, trauma holder, Sh, main

Iris, 11, positive empath, littles caretaker, main

Chloe, 14, littles caretaker, clean freak (possibly ocd)

Mermaid Princess, 15/17, unknown language

Zayella, 15, sad/grief empath, inner world protector

Casey, 13, troublesome, sh

Evie, 15/16, fictive

My bigs are:

Sapphire,18, wolf shapeshifter, system protector, main

Harmony, 30, protector, main

Honey, 19, sexual

Grant, age Slider, 18-25,

Lana, 20, negative empath

Holly, age unknown, demon, system persecutor, is a main but currently locked away

Twilight, age unknown, dragon, gatekeeper

We know not all people with DID have an inner world but we do. Host created inner world as an escape when she was 9 and it has become a major part of our system. For anyone wondering twilights role as gatekeeper is literally that our inner world is surrounded by a brick wall and has a large gate outside that is a giant Forrest and twilight keeps the bad out. Holly came before twilight did so it's probably the only reason she made it in.

We also have C-PTSD, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, and panic disorder. Host is severe asthmatic as well which we suppose makes us all asthmatic.

Anyway hope you like the idea of this thread and we are happy to chat anytime but we do apologize if we don't always answer straight away

Thanks

Harmony/babydragon

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@Bellarose75 my day got better. How is your day?

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Evening everyone, I am learning so much for you all it is amazing and scary at the same time given that I have been having treatment for so long and I didn't know half the stuff you guys are talking about. I had wanted to reply to some previous posts here tonight but I am just so very tried and sick, I can't really foucs. Thank you to those of you that have replied to my posts. It's been a day

I hope you all have a safe night and get some rest tonight. I will pop in when I can tomorrow and say hi. Goodnight friends

@Unlonely1 @Former-Member @MySunrise @BraveOne @Fluttershy1 and to those I have missed so sorry.

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I understand the getting stuck trying to do a few things at once. I have 'this part' that refuses to do anything except for being outside and in the garden. No matter what housework I try to do 'this part' somehow has me outside again.
I used to think I just had bad focus for tasks but now I'm understanding that 'another part' is triggered by inside housework, especially if the whole family is home. So 'this part' likes to be outside as they are able to get away from 'another part's' fear.
I'm sorry they don't have names except for 'this part' and 'another part'. I'm too chicken to ask their names... it makes them too real.
I know this whole post is confusing and is an oxymoron. Goodnight Everyone 😴

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How is everyone doing today?

I'm trying to do some self care today. I think I'm going to do some water colour painting. I find it very grounding.

What are some of everyones hobbies? Do your systems have many different kinds?

I hope you are all having a lovely day 😊

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@Bellarose75 Thanks for the tip. I find these chats so confusing so I just hit reply to the last person who posted or if I've read a post that I want to reply to. I want to write @everyone on this thread.

Kim you have definitely hit the nail on the head about dissociative disorders (although I think it should be called dissociative attachments rather than a disorder). I look at my life and see how my parts, in trying to protect me, have completely sabotaged relationships and friendships.

Currently a part of me is fearing something in the near future and unfortunately (really need to get help with this) the fear comes out as anger. Mostly verbal blah blah blah. Interestingly this part does have a name. Max.
Far out that's strange because yesterday I wrote that no part has a name.... I've gone off topic.

Kim it sounds like that year really sucked. I hope things have become better since. I think I spend much of my time trying to fix this body and it's system and I'm realising I can't fix it, I can't fix the husband and I can't fix their kids. I kinda feel worthless and useless. Honestly I'm wondering what I'm even doing here. I know I hold the anger. I don't know where to put it. There is so much from all the trauma that came in the early days. But it's no good holding the anger and letting it out on the husband. It's not his fault. I really don't know what to do. Max

(I've never chatted with an outsider before other than this bodies family)

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Hi everyone,

Being on here is a first for one of us fronting (currently blending).

We edited chole in our first post on this thread as she has been out nearly all day and done more cleaning then we've done all week. But question she organized everything she cleaned I mean even our clothes have been organised by type then colour and then frequency of wear. Just wondering if that's ocd-ish

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Sorry we forgot to sign with who is presant,

Sapphire, Chloe, Sarah and Strudel (blended)

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