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Let's talk DID and dissociation

Let's talk DID and dissociation

Hello all

@Former-Member, @Bellarose75, @BraveOne, @Nyx, @Fluttershy1, @Maggie, @Grace20212, @NoOne, @MySunrise, @Unlonely1, @destructive, @Lemonjuice and we are sure there are others who have DID or dissociation disorders but we haven't interacted with them so feel free to add others we missed.

We noticed that there is a lot of threads popping up about DID and decided that maybe having a thread we can all chat on and ask questions and give advice to each other would be good.

We thought we would start off by explaing who we are.

We call ourselves the dragon system.

Host/main/core goes by our username due to guidelines but the rest of us are happy to say our names it also helps people know who's responding.

Here is a list of all of us that we as a working system is aware of.

So I'm going to split it up into 3 groups, littles (0-10), middles (11-17) and bigs (18+).

So my littles are :

Kelly, 4, mute and trauma holder, Eshy, main

Sarah, 6, main

Strudle, 5, wolf shapeshifter, main

Brandon

Bianca

Brittney, 7, the BBB triplets

Sienna, 8, prefers CC

Dana, 4, trauma holder, AP

Leana, 6, trauma holder, AP

Cameron, 8, trauma holder

Kelsey, 5, trauma holder

Uunala, 4, trauma holder, Eshy

Stacey, 10

Tessa, 9, FS Trauma holder

My middles are:

Steph, 15, sporty, gender fluid

Daisy, 13, Artistic

Macey, 12, smart, Eshy

Repunzel, 16/17, Fictive

Elsie, 17, littles helper

Erin, 15, trauma holder, Sh, main

Iris, 11, positive empath, littles caretaker, main

Chloe, 14, littles caretaker, clean freak (possibly ocd)

Mermaid Princess, 15/17, unknown language

Zayella, 15, sad/grief empath, inner world protector

Casey, 13, troublesome, sh

Evie, 15/16, fictive

My bigs are:

Sapphire,18, wolf shapeshifter, system protector, main

Harmony, 30, protector, main

Honey, 19, sexual

Grant, age Slider, 18-25,

Lana, 20, negative empath

Holly, age unknown, demon, system persecutor, is a main but currently locked away

Twilight, age unknown, dragon, gatekeeper

We know not all people with DID have an inner world but we do. Host created inner world as an escape when she was 9 and it has become a major part of our system. For anyone wondering twilights role as gatekeeper is literally that our inner world is surrounded by a brick wall and has a large gate outside that is a giant Forrest and twilight keeps the bad out. Holly came before twilight did so it's probably the only reason she made it in.

We also have C-PTSD, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, and panic disorder. Host is severe asthmatic as well which we suppose makes us all asthmatic.

Anyway hope you like the idea of this thread and we are happy to chat anytime but we do apologize if we don't always answer straight away

Thanks

Harmony/babydragon

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@Former-Member Thanks for replying to my reply 😊

Hey everyone in this conversation. I hope today is a good day.

My current thoughts: I also find it very strange being co conscious and also when I'm present but all my thoughts are memories. I know then that someone is wanting something but I'm still learning how to be curious.

Sometimes I don't know who I am, if I am me or someone else and that is very strange too. And then I wonder if I am the host or am I someone else.

Today I am feeling very childish. Spelling is more challenging and there is needing to be nurtured.
This is hard because I have little kids in the real world to look after. I play better with them when I feel like this. I have to work very hard to be responsible at the same time. It's so exhausting.

But I'm not complaining. I'm getting used to feeling my feelings and not avoiding them.

I had little kid dreams last night and they were so vivid. When I dream like this they keep coming back during the day and consume me. It's super strange as well.

Do any of your systems talk to any of you in your dreams?

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@MySunrise,

Your very welcome we try to reply to everyone especially since we started the thread,

What you describe sounds like co-fronting or blending.

The way we learnt it was

Co-conscious is two presant but only one in control

Co-fronting is 2 presant and both in control

Blending is more than 2 presant and all in control or able to take control

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@Bellarose75 nahhh l don't see them as mood swings as each alter is affected by day to day stuff going on and it may be one then another expressing themselves quite differently ... That's the dissociation allowing my body to experience life in different flavours one moment to the next . I try to just notice it and Be with myself when it happens.

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That makes so much sense. Thank you!

Now I can say that I can be co-conscious and I can co-front. I don't think I can blend yet, there are too many who don't like each other.

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