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Let's talk DID and dissociation

Let's talk DID and dissociation

Hello all

@Former-Member, @Bellarose75, @BraveOne, @Nyx, @Fluttershy1, @Maggie, @Grace20212, @NoOne, @MySunrise, @Unlonely1, @destructive, @Lemonjuice and we are sure there are others who have DID or dissociation disorders but we haven't interacted with them so feel free to add others we missed.

We noticed that there is a lot of threads popping up about DID and decided that maybe having a thread we can all chat on and ask questions and give advice to each other would be good.

We thought we would start off by explaing who we are.

We call ourselves the dragon system.

Host/main/core goes by our username due to guidelines but the rest of us are happy to say our names it also helps people know who's responding.

Here is a list of all of us that we as a working system is aware of.

So I'm going to split it up into 3 groups, littles (0-10), middles (11-17) and bigs (18+).

So my littles are :

Kelly, 4, mute and trauma holder, Eshy, main

Sarah, 6, main

Strudle, 5, wolf shapeshifter, main

Brandon

Bianca

Brittney, 7, the BBB triplets

Sienna, 8, prefers CC

Dana, 4, trauma holder, AP

Leana, 6, trauma holder, AP

Cameron, 8, trauma holder

Kelsey, 5, trauma holder

Uunala, 4, trauma holder, Eshy

Stacey, 10

Tessa, 9, FS Trauma holder

My middles are:

Steph, 15, sporty, gender fluid

Daisy, 13, Artistic

Macey, 12, smart, Eshy

Repunzel, 16/17, Fictive

Elsie, 17, littles helper

Erin, 15, trauma holder, Sh, main

Iris, 11, positive empath, littles caretaker, main

Chloe, 14, littles caretaker, clean freak (possibly ocd)

Mermaid Princess, 15/17, unknown language

Zayella, 15, sad/grief empath, inner world protector

Casey, 13, troublesome, sh

Evie, 15/16, fictive

My bigs are:

Sapphire,18, wolf shapeshifter, system protector, main

Harmony, 30, protector, main

Honey, 19, sexual

Grant, age Slider, 18-25,

Lana, 20, negative empath

Holly, age unknown, demon, system persecutor, is a main but currently locked away

Twilight, age unknown, dragon, gatekeeper

We know not all people with DID have an inner world but we do. Host created inner world as an escape when she was 9 and it has become a major part of our system. For anyone wondering twilights role as gatekeeper is literally that our inner world is surrounded by a brick wall and has a large gate outside that is a giant Forrest and twilight keeps the bad out. Holly came before twilight did so it's probably the only reason she made it in.

We also have C-PTSD, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, and panic disorder. Host is severe asthmatic as well which we suppose makes us all asthmatic.

Anyway hope you like the idea of this thread and we are happy to chat anytime but we do apologize if we don't always answer straight away

Thanks

Harmony/babydragon

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@Bellarose75 I'm awake 🙁 my dog is sick and @Former-Member @thank you

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@destructive , I hope your puppy isn't too sick 😔

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We can count all our friends on our hands. We have seven friends. One of them is a little unreliable, and has literally hurt and manipulated us before and I don't trust her at all, but one of her littles adore her.

We also have a group chat with six other people, our six other friends. Some of them are okay and nice, and the others put themselves in danger constantly and we get a lot of anxiety over the fac that the one in the most danger is our boyfriend.

What should we do? Should we leave the friends behind and try to start a new? Do we break up with the boyfriend?

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Hi @Former-Member,

How are you the morning, Our host isn't so great so I'm just out and about.

*Ava*

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Hi hi hi,

Big sis no good today, she she she no come out of room room room inside. Harmy say say say I can talk to peepools here here here maybe other littles be be be on on on. I is is is strudel I I I 5s I is a a a peepool wolf

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Hi all,

Well I made it out today, Hope that you guys don't mind that you have only really talked to alters and not myself so far.

I hope everyone is traveling well today

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@Former-Member , I am glad you got out today, no need to worry about us talking only to alters it's just how it is for many of us. Therapy was a train wreck but moving forward isn't going to be easy. Lost time in our session so, an alter I am not aware of was out 😔 I a icrem iiiii like icee

🍰🍰🍰🌹☺️🏎💙🦖🌸🍄🌧🤣🐲🐸

☝️Everyone meet Kimmy our resident 5 year old.
Do you guys struggle with like real bad mood swings, I ask because I do but today's was very different I went from immense anger to disgustingly romantic it's not normally like that for us.

@destructive , how is your dog my friend?

@Fluttershy1, hi sweetie hope today wasn't to rough.

@Former-Member @Unlonely1 @BraveOne @MySunrise just checking in seeing how everythiing is for you.

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@Bellarose75 - not such a great day. Wish it was abit better to be honest

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Hi @Bellarose75,

Its harmony again hosts son is going to bed so she decided to retreat again.

I'm sorry your session didn't go well.

Hi hi hi kimmy I 5s to to to I love ice cream to I I I loves banilla. Is is is you a peepool wolf like me me me

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I wish you had more better days honey. @Fluttershy1

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