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Let's talk DID and dissociation

Let's talk DID and dissociation

Hello all

@Former-Member, @Bellarose75, @BraveOne, @Nyx, @Fluttershy1, @Maggie, @Grace20212, @NoOne, @MySunrise, @Unlonely1, @destructive, @Lemonjuice and we are sure there are others who have DID or dissociation disorders but we haven't interacted with them so feel free to add others we missed.

We noticed that there is a lot of threads popping up about DID and decided that maybe having a thread we can all chat on and ask questions and give advice to each other would be good.

We thought we would start off by explaing who we are.

We call ourselves the dragon system.

Host/main/core goes by our username due to guidelines but the rest of us are happy to say our names it also helps people know who's responding.

Here is a list of all of us that we as a working system is aware of.

So I'm going to split it up into 3 groups, littles (0-10), middles (11-17) and bigs (18+).

So my littles are :

Kelly, 4, mute and trauma holder, Eshy, main

Sarah, 6, main

Strudle, 5, wolf shapeshifter, main

Brandon

Bianca

Brittney, 7, the BBB triplets

Sienna, 8, prefers CC

Dana, 4, trauma holder, AP

Leana, 6, trauma holder, AP

Cameron, 8, trauma holder

Kelsey, 5, trauma holder

Uunala, 4, trauma holder, Eshy

Stacey, 10

Tessa, 9, FS Trauma holder

My middles are:

Steph, 15, sporty, gender fluid

Daisy, 13, Artistic

Macey, 12, smart, Eshy

Repunzel, 16/17, Fictive

Elsie, 17, littles helper

Erin, 15, trauma holder, Sh, main

Iris, 11, positive empath, littles caretaker, main

Chloe, 14, littles caretaker, clean freak (possibly ocd)

Mermaid Princess, 15/17, unknown language

Zayella, 15, sad/grief empath, inner world protector

Casey, 13, troublesome, sh

Evie, 15/16, fictive

My bigs are:

Sapphire,18, wolf shapeshifter, system protector, main

Harmony, 30, protector, main

Honey, 19, sexual

Grant, age Slider, 18-25,

Lana, 20, negative empath

Holly, age unknown, demon, system persecutor, is a main but currently locked away

Twilight, age unknown, dragon, gatekeeper

We know not all people with DID have an inner world but we do. Host created inner world as an escape when she was 9 and it has become a major part of our system. For anyone wondering twilights role as gatekeeper is literally that our inner world is surrounded by a brick wall and has a large gate outside that is a giant Forrest and twilight keeps the bad out. Holly came before twilight did so it's probably the only reason she made it in.

We also have C-PTSD, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, and panic disorder. Host is severe asthmatic as well which we suppose makes us all asthmatic.

Anyway hope you like the idea of this thread and we are happy to chat anytime but we do apologize if we don't always answer straight away

Thanks

Harmony/babydragon

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A lot of anxiety about our friendships and relationship. We can't do anything about it though.

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I no woof IBM a want be hire 🐴🐴🐴🐴🐴 Izzy don't have aaaa nie place llike yyou I luv banilla tooo @Former-Member

@Former-Member , I am sorry I never really let them type their own messages I usually correct them. I hope they don't offend anyone.

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Hihi @Bellarose75 @Former-Member - I is Indi who Yu al I 4 mi wuv diney & dumbo

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Sorry @Bellarose75 in co-fronting with some littles waiting for a movie but we are just doing a few tasks first.

@Fluttershy1

We are here if you want to talk.

I wikes you name I wish my name was kool to

(Sarah)

@Former-Member

There are a lot of people we wish host would let us cut out but she is so attached to her family it honestly drive us nuts they walk all over her and when she can't help them treat her like garbage.

I don't know your situation but if they are toxic cut them out it's not worth the pain.

We don't take out what the littles say because we told them they are allowed to talk whenever they want and it upsets them if we delete their comments hope you guys don't mind

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Hi. Not sure I can remember what I want to say to everyone and a but messed up so sorry I'll try

@Former-Member sounds tough with worrying about your boyfriend. It's hard to see someone you care about at risk.

@Former-Member glad to hear you did get out. What did you do. Did it help?

@Bellarose75 my dog is slightly better buts she's very unwell. Hopefully she keeps on the improve.

@Fluttershy1 Sorry to hear you e had a hard day. Anything you want to chat about

i had therapy today and it was horrible. As per usual I couldn't say anything, as per not usual she was very upfront and direct. I'm kind of glad she's said it but also it was a lot. A few things- that I have been hurt/abused in some way (or I wouldn't be like this), that there could be more parts I don't even know about, then she said she has some rules (don't hurt me, don't hurt her, don't damage things) which were hard because when I said I would never do that (hurt her or damage things) she said she knows I wouldn't but doesn't know a 'part' wouldn't. That hurt. Maybe also made me nervous. Then she said she will won't lie to me and she won't quit on me. Then because she's on leave I won't get another appointment for about 5 weeks. Definitely get that and am ok with that but then I must of sent her some annoyed email about it. Does anyone else do that?

ok, here's a hard question. How do you know of something is a memory or just a thought or feeling. I had a really strong sense of dejavu with something real bad but I don't know if it's because I remember that or because looking at it made me feel like I know it. I know that makes no sense without giving content but trying not to be triggering. So confusdd

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@Former-Member - mi wuv diney diney mi watch watch now. Mi go gt dumbo tedi. Mi wuv dumbo

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Hihi @destructive - mi Indi mi 4 mi wuv diney an dumbo, mi wuv mky mky. I scre scre mi Ned hid hid

-Indi-

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@Fluttershy1 , @Bellarose75

Hi little ones our littles will be back soon I'm harmony and I just gotta do few things

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@Fluttershy1 Hi Indi 🙂 I like Disney too. I think little mermaids my favourite.

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