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Let's talk DID and dissociation

Let's talk DID and dissociation

Hello all

@Former-Member, @Bellarose75, @BraveOne, @Nyx, @Fluttershy1, @Maggie, @Grace20212, @NoOne, @MySunrise, @Unlonely1, @destructive, @Lemonjuice and we are sure there are others who have DID or dissociation disorders but we haven't interacted with them so feel free to add others we missed.

We noticed that there is a lot of threads popping up about DID and decided that maybe having a thread we can all chat on and ask questions and give advice to each other would be good.

We thought we would start off by explaing who we are.

We call ourselves the dragon system.

Host/main/core goes by our username due to guidelines but the rest of us are happy to say our names it also helps people know who's responding.

Here is a list of all of us that we as a working system is aware of.

So I'm going to split it up into 3 groups, littles (0-10), middles (11-17) and bigs (18+).

So my littles are :

Kelly, 4, mute and trauma holder, Eshy, main

Sarah, 6, main

Strudle, 5, wolf shapeshifter, main

Brandon

Bianca

Brittney, 7, the BBB triplets

Sienna, 8, prefers CC

Dana, 4, trauma holder, AP

Leana, 6, trauma holder, AP

Cameron, 8, trauma holder

Kelsey, 5, trauma holder

Uunala, 4, trauma holder, Eshy

Stacey, 10

Tessa, 9, FS Trauma holder

My middles are:

Steph, 15, sporty, gender fluid

Daisy, 13, Artistic

Macey, 12, smart, Eshy

Repunzel, 16/17, Fictive

Elsie, 17, littles helper

Erin, 15, trauma holder, Sh, main

Iris, 11, positive empath, littles caretaker, main

Chloe, 14, littles caretaker, clean freak (possibly ocd)

Mermaid Princess, 15/17, unknown language

Zayella, 15, sad/grief empath, inner world protector

Casey, 13, troublesome, sh

Evie, 15/16, fictive

My bigs are:

Sapphire,18, wolf shapeshifter, system protector, main

Harmony, 30, protector, main

Honey, 19, sexual

Grant, age Slider, 18-25,

Lana, 20, negative empath

Holly, age unknown, demon, system persecutor, is a main but currently locked away

Twilight, age unknown, dragon, gatekeeper

We know not all people with DID have an inner world but we do. Host created inner world as an escape when she was 9 and it has become a major part of our system. For anyone wondering twilights role as gatekeeper is literally that our inner world is surrounded by a brick wall and has a large gate outside that is a giant Forrest and twilight keeps the bad out. Holly came before twilight did so it's probably the only reason she made it in.

We also have C-PTSD, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, and panic disorder. Host is severe asthmatic as well which we suppose makes us all asthmatic.

Anyway hope you like the idea of this thread and we are happy to chat anytime but we do apologize if we don't always answer straight away

Thanks

Harmony/babydragon

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Re: Let's talk DID and dissociation hi

@MySunrise @Former-Member @Bellarose75 @Unlonely1 Hope you're ok

i don't know what's going on. Just stuck wondering if you have parts and someone asks are you safe how do you know if all of you is? No sense probably, sorry

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Really wish my head was quiet for one Day no alters and no voices I haven't had a quiet day since before I was 10

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Hey everyone. I've been around, just not chatting much this week.

@Former-Member I get some quiet days in between massive interactions. I wonder when everyone is quiet if I've done something right. Communication between us all is still a problem.

@destructive I suppose if your body is safe everyone is safe maybe? That is a really interesting question, because I know some of us don't think they are safe ever even though I think they are. I think they live back in time when life wasn't safe at all. The thought does my head in.

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@MySunrise,

I'm really struggling with the noise.

And as I explained here I can't just retreat and let harmony or sapphire take over as my son is unwell

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@Former-Member I like how you linked your other message, I hadn't read it. I wonder how many others I miss.
That sounds so so hard, especially as your son is sick.

How are things today? Are they any better?

Good on you for staying present to look after your son. I must admit, years ago before I was diagnosed, my older kids had a pretty mixed up mum.

Your strength and love for your son is incredible. It's inspiring.

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Hi guys how's everyone been

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I think I mean safe as I'm not wanting to be alive.

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We are here for you @destructive if you feel like talking. I hope you stay safe sending you bigs virtual hug.

(Sapphire, Chloe and strudle 《blended》)

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Hey there @destructive,

I'm not too sure if your post was responding to someone else. If you are feeling unsafe or having thoughts of suicide please contact a crisis helpline-

Lifeline: 13 11 14
Suicide Call Back Service: 1300 659 467

Thinking of you,

Sphinxly

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Hi Hi, @Former-Member

I like your name and your colourful picture.

(Sapphire, Chloe and strudle《blended》)

(Mostly strudle)

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