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D.I.D + C-PTSD + Life

D.I.D + C-PTSD + Life

It's funny though I have been here before I stare at the screen and really don't know where to start. I thought I had hit rock bottom a few times, but it was just uneven ground. I hit rock bottom over the last two weeks and have slipped into a crack. I stare up and I can see my life, my family and friends, my choices and the choices of others who seek to hurt us is some way and it a very bleak world up there. I have promised us that we will be responsible for our thoughts and our actions and start earnestly moving forward, but it scares the hell out of us.

I am a married mother with 4 adult children and one beautiful preteen granddaughter. All of the children have their own mental health issues and struggle with everyday life and the preteen has more sass in her than is good for her. We have 2 child alters or littles and a total of 5 adult alters that we are aware of or connected with, unfortunately they have decided to that a 16 year old drunk is the best alter to be present at the moment. I am sober now as there is an acohol ban in place (NOT HAPPY JAN)

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No ip for me @Emelia8

my boys habe been taken fron me. No reasom anymore

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Saw several posts from @Bellarose75 this morning @Lee82 . She was getting around to a few other threads, which was good to see. Not sure if it was Izzy tho, as I think Kim has been fairly prominant. I dont think she got much sleep last night, so I'm hoping she may be catching up on some rest this arvo.

Em

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You'll get them back @Lee82 💞

I have to be with my boy I'm sorry 💔

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Thays good ro hear. @Emelia8 How are rnrbe going foe you

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I an so sorry @Anastasia

@hope he wikk ne ok

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You will get your boys back @Lee82 🙏🌷

And getting them back, is your reason to keep going.

Nobody can keep your boys from you indefinitely.

Just thinking ... If your mum has your boys now, is there any chance of bringing forward your EMDR in-hospital treatment? I know you had to postpone it to a later date when your mother decided to go on holiday. But perhaps your current situation could mean you may get a priority admission.

As soon as you get well enough Lee, you will have your boys back.

Em

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There ja no more spots left my pschiristist tried roday. I wish I could tell you that things wiki be ok but I domt think that is they case.
I am lost alone and very scared. My world has been turned upseode down.
my family don't know about this abuaer so they habe no ideb what happened. My family here are all that lnow what happened.
@Emelia8

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Mel, you have got to listen to your friends babe you will get those boys back. Right now they are have an extended sleepover at grandmas house and that is it!! You will not give in or give up, those moments where you found a little joy with your boys you are going to hold on tight too amd you are going to fight with every last bit of you. Your friends believe in you, I have never stopped believing in your ability to find a way through this hell. As for meeting an abuser well F him, they have taken enough from you sweetie. You can do this, you are enough and wanted and loved. @Lee82

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I want ri talk to tiu about it all my live but I am afraid of triggering yiu

i havebt been ablke to talk about ht yet i habe so many wusetions so many things to say. My psych is away and so I haven't been able to talk with het

@Bellarose75 my love I am so soeey

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@Lee82 , it's ok you need to rest when your body needs it and if it's the meds then that's ok too. The team that is helping you just want to keep you safe, not only for you but they are keeping you safe for your boys. So sleep now amd we will talk later. You know that you have a special part in my heart and that I am always with you so rest easy you are not alone. @Emelia8 was right I have slept the best part of today away as I think I may have managed only 2 hours of sleep. I am going to be taking my night meds early tonight so I won't be around much longer but will check in on you when I am awake. Love you 3000

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