Hi @Bridgetjones Aren't you with your boyfriend anymore? He doesn't sound like a good person to be with, especially that he has a bad temper, doesn't treat you nicely etc. Not much point being around someone who isn't making you happy. If he thinks domestic voilence is normal, that's not good at all.
I'm not sure if I mentioned to you a while ago, that, years ago I had no confidence and had very low self esteem. I always ended up with guys who weren't good for me, often they were physically/ emotionally abusive. Somehow I finally gained confidence and better self esteem and decided that I would rather be alone, than have a guy who wasn't treating me properly. I finally married at 39. So age really doesn't matter. I think, marrying the wrong guy when younger and going through divorce would be extremely difficult to go through. Anyway, because I am not well still, I find marriage very difficult.
You mentioned that you have low self esteem. Have you been able to speak to your psychologist about your low self esteem? Hopefully he/she might be able to help you. I would hate to see you keep ending up with guys who don't treat you properly. 
Look forward to hearing how you are going. 
@utopia Chow Mein sounds yummy. I feel hungry again, hehe! I'm hoping to be asleep before midnight tonight. I didn't do any walking or exercise today, bummer!
Goodnight to you both, I hope you both sleep well.
