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Hi @Eden1919, how are you going today?

I can hear the distress your feeling - sending so much support your way

I'm wondering if there are any people you know in your life who you can trust to speak to about this?

I'm concerned that what you're feeling and experiencing could get even worse, and I only want for things to get better for you. I know you said you wouldn't feel comfortable seeing your psychologist at the moment, however I think it would still be good idea to work towards seeking some type of professional help.

With the right type of help, supported by people you feel safe with, I hope that will be able to quieten the demons so they're not so overwhelming, and you can feel better.

What do you think- is there someone you trust who you can speak to? Is there any type of professional help that you'd be open to?

@Gwynn I am not super into tea and I have tried prayer but it doesn’t get rid of them.

@Powderfinger You cannot say no to them they find a way to make you do what they want regardless of what you want or need. And saying no just makes them very angry. They are not just like another person you can just say no to or ignore.

@Former-Member There is no one I can speak to about this not about everything anyway. Nothing can help me anyway so there is no point trying anymore really I have tried everything I can and there is nothing left. It is ok though they told me this would happen I guess I should have just done what they asked at the start.

Hi @Eden1919

Not feeling like there are people you can reach out must feel isolating, and I am really sorry to hear that there haven't been people in your life supporting you I hope that reading through the responses from fellow forum members here has been a support to you today- you are not alone here.

I have just sent an email to check in with you- keep an eye out on your inbox. I really encourage you to reach out for one on one support today:

The SANE Help Centre is open until 10pm should you want to speak to a counsellor
Suicide Call Back Service 1300 659 467

Lifeline: 13 11 14

We are thinking of you today Eden1919🌼

@Eden1919

I'm.sorry to hear all of this. I have given you all the suggestions I can think of that may be able to be of assistance. I respect that none of them would work for you. I am still listening to you. I feel there is nothing more I can offer as I am out of ideas and you have indicated nothing will help. I still strongly feel you need to talk to someone professionally. You mentioned you are nervous about speaking to your psychologist. I'm wondering if you have a psychiatrist you may feel comfortable with instead?

Other than that I'm out of suggestions. I hope that you can possibly think of someone to speak with. Sane also has offered for you to call them, so it could be another option for you?

Powderfinger.

@Daisydreamer @Powderfinger it is fine i wasnt expecting anyone on here to be able to fix my problems i just need a space to express my feelings.

today has been hard and i am very tired and there is still a lot going on but i cant really explain it all right now.

@Eden1919

Rest well.

Hi @Eden1919 I hope you got some rest.

What you are going through sounds very draining.

I'm thinking of you. There are people here who care,

I am feeling really bad today I keep hearing the voices and seeing demons and other things and I really am not sure what to do anymore i feel like i want to scream but i cant and everything is too much and i am really scared of everyone because no one around me is a human and everyone is secretly planning to hurt me and i really i am tired and i dont know how i there is just too much going on and it is really overwhelming and i am just really agitated and everything is a huge mess and i cant seem to do even basic things at the moment and my house is a mess and i keep wanting to cry and i just this is all my fault and i tried to say sorry but it isnt enough and i cant fix it all and i dont know what to do anymore. everything is just too much.

Hi @Eden1919,

It sounds like everything is feeling overwhelming at the moment. That would be extremely tough.

Just wanted to let you know, that we are here for you and thinking about you.

Regards,

tropicalsun