Scared

Hi @Eden1919

I can certainly understand why you would be frightened by all that going on around you right now. Thanks for reaching out here. I have also flagged a moderator just to check in on you to see if you are doing OK.

Is there a space in your house where you feel safe? Your safe space, where it is just you and nobody else? If you have that safe space where you go, are there any things that you like that also help you to feel safe in that space. A teddy bear, ball, favorite shirt, anything at all. Maybe some of your favorite music in your ears to listen to. Something that makes you feel good? I am suggesting these things to help calm down your nervous system a little bit and to help you feel safe. When you have calmed a bit, is there someone you feel you can call to talk to? We are here and listening.

Powderfinger.

Hi @Eden1919

That sounds incredibly difficult and scary. I'm sorry to hear you're going through these feelings. Thank you for reaching out on the forums. I know it's not an easy thing to do.

@Powderfinger suggestion was a good one. Is there anywhere you feel safe that you can go to? Is there anyone you feel safe talking to? It sounds like you could do with some supports at the moment.

I hope things start to get better for you soon. Sending strength your way.

Rosie93

@Powderfinger @Former-Member There isn’t really a place I feel super safe I have been trying to keep distracted and do calming things but it doesn’t work very well. There isn’t anyone I can talk to about this.

Hi @Eden1919

It sounds like you're in a tough situation but you're doing well trying to keep distracted. Would you feel safe to speak to SANE support services?

Lifeline is also an option if you feel comfortable speaking to them. Their number is 13 11 14.

I know what you're going through is difficult, but you're doing a really great job so far.

Rosie93

@Eden1919 Ohhh Eden1919 I see shadowpeople...... when I was really ill there were three who would come at night and sit in chairs at the end of my bed. A mockery of the Trinity .... they would make me do things. Awful twisted things. It is no joke. REcently I saw a shadow person out of the corner of my eye. Shadow people are demons imho.

@Eden1919 is your house an old house? Is it full of natural light? When I moved into a newer unit and got on the right medication the shadow people were not as bad. Apparently though according to my clairvoiant I have one who is still there. It is quite scary actually.

Hi @Bunniekins

Thank you for sharing your experiences. I've also had similar experiences. It's so hard to deal with, but getting on the right medication and talking about it helped a lot.

Rosie93

@Eden1919

I second what @Former-Member said. Although hard to distract, you are doing it even though it does not work well for you. Would you be up to giving Sane a call to have a chat or perhaps lifeline? It's not great having no one to talk to about what you're going through. You are in my thoughts and I hope you get to talk to someone soon so you do not feel so alone.

Powderfinger.

@Powderfinger @Former-Member I have had bad experiences with lifeline so i wouldnt call them and idk I dont really feel like i can call other helplines either at the moment like it is hard to focus and talking is hard at least with writing i can take my time.

@Bunniekins yes they are a type of demon they arent the worst kind but they are not nice either. my house is new and has good natural light i am sorry you have had experience with them they are very creepy.

i am getting really nervous about having to see my psychologist again and i am still just feeling scared with everything going on the demon that is stalking me is still in here and it isnt going to go away and the other beings keep putting stuff in my head and showing me stuff that isnt nice but it is hard to explain.

Hi @Eden1919

I completely understand that. SANE support services has a feature where you can chat to a counsellor online. Would that be helpful?

Rosie93