Hi @The-Hams @Meowmy @Bill16 @Lee82 @Snowie @Bellarose75 @TideisTurning @girasole @Daisydreamer @Dani1981 @Former-Member @Shaz51 @Eve7 @Zoe7 @outlander @NatureLover @Anastasia @Emelia8 @Clawde@Bunniekins @Former-Member @Jacques - hope you are all well.
Things have been tough again, I feel like I am losing myself, I've been struggling to stay present and not dissociate as much as I have been.
The ex boyfriend has tried to get back into my life and break me and my boyfriend up which isn't going to happen, the ex is saying some nasty things and it has really upset me, he tried to make me go out for a day trip with him but I didn't, my boyfriend didn't want me to go either. I just don't feel comfortable around my ex boyfriend. I'm safe from him though.
Family issues are back again. They are not being understanding of what I'm going through, they are telling me my MH isn't real I'm faking most of it when I'm not. I've had to put the everything is okay face on when it isn't. I'm struggling but I'm not showing it. They are telling me that I have lost to much weight when I haven't. They are just being very judgemental and hurting my feelings. I just don't know at the moment. My alters have been really present lately, whenever something triggering has happened they now come out.
I tried talking to the ex boyfriends mum but she didn't believe me and she said to me and my boyfriend that her son would never do such a thing as breaking me and my boyfriend up which he did try to do. The ex has also been saying nasty stuff about me and my boyfriend and is trying to get people to call us on a private number and say nasty things to us.
Am safe 🦋
