Having a hard time

@Fluttershy1 hope dinner will make you feel better.

@Meowmy - feeling numb. I feel like I'm losing myself again 😭😭

Am safe

Hi @Jenn4 @Former-Member@Ma60 @Millieme @Dani1981 , how are you?

Things are a little tough my end.

@Fluttershy1 may be do something to break the thoughts. Even like shower

@Meowmy - I am watching the jungle book!

Things are tough and hard, I feel like I'm losing myself *im safe* I feel like my family aren't being very understanding about my MH and think whatever they say is the right thing, I've been getting blamed for things I didn't even do. It's just tearing me apart. I'm over acting like everything is okay when it isn't, I'm over having to hide my alters because my family doesn't believe that I have them.

I feel torn and lost and unhappy, it just seems like I'm always happy when I'm around family but I'm actually not, I'm struggling but I hide it I hide everything, I feel like family sometimes makes my life harder and all of that. They have been mentioning triggering things and I've told them not to because it triggers me but they still don't respect that.

im safe

@Meowmy @MDT @Bill16 @Snowie @TideisTurning

I'm doing OK. Feeling sleepy.

I am torn as to whether to finish The Penultimate Peril by Lemony Snicket or watch the NRL, which is what I'm doing now. This is a pretty good game, but I love reading... I'll probably read. Or watch a stream of someone reading along with me 😂.

I'm sorry to hear that you're doing it tough... but look at it this way. You have a lovely username, the kindness to tag me, and the touch to put a butterfly in your original post when you said you were safe 🦋. That's more than you can say for a lot of people X.

Hi @Former-Member ,

Can you stay and chat?

Firstly, thanks for letting us know you're safe at the moment @Fluttershy1. It sounds like there's a lot happening for you right now. It can be hard too when those around you don't seem to understand and therefore aren;t as able to provide the support you might need. Sitting with you as you navigate this rough and windy road.

@Fluttershy1 that sounds tough. Don't know what to suggest. Hope it gets better. Take care.