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Having a hard time

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 12:28 pm AEDT

Having a hard time

Hiya,

Things have been really hard of recent I've been in and out of hospital for my physical and mental health, things just seem to be getting harder. Days are getting longer.
I've been getting changes in my support team... Things are becoming new again, more supports because of my SI attempts *Im safe*

My physical health is declining causing me to be in and out of hospital more.

I'm trying to stay strong but it's hard, things keep going upside down when I'm sort of getting better.

I just wish it could be eaiser not harder. I'm over going to and from hospital.

I've been disassociating a lot, finding it really hard to stay present, when I can stay present it isn't for long. I just wish I could be better.

I'm safe 🦋

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Dec 2020, 4:22 pm AEDT

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You worded that really well! @Historylover

Im hoping things get better I feel horrible at the moment. I feel extremely down..

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Unknown userMember16 Dec 2020, 4:55 pm AEDT

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That's understandable for you to be feeling so down @Fluttershy1

I'm glad you're here with us 💗 Be gentle with yourself and take good care 🌈

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Dec 2020, 5:08 pm AEDT

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I'm trying @Snowie, it's just so hard.
I'm sitting in my room crying and just came out of a dissociative episode

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Dec 2020, 5:10 pm AEDT

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hi @Former-Member,

I'm trying to be strong and gentle with myself but it just seems all too hard at the moment. Being sectioned in hospital is hard and overwhelming.
I am scared to do anything. I'm scared to share who I actually am.....

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Dec 2020, 5:10 pm AEDT

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I'm trying @Lee82, it's hard.
how are you?

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Dec 2020, 5:10 pm AEDT

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Thanks @Maggie, hope your well 💜💜

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Lee82Senior Contributor16 Dec 2020, 5:16 pm AEDT

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I know it's hard beautiful. I know but you have to keep fighting. We are care you too much to let you give up babe. DID can be a part of you life. You just have to be strong sweets.
@Fluttershy1

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Dec 2020, 5:23 pm AEDT

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I'm trying @Lee82, my nurse keeps coming in because I'm hitting myself

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Lee82Senior Contributor16 Dec 2020, 5:24 pm AEDT

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Is it one of your alters hun? @Fluttershy1

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JynxModerator16 Dec 2020, 5:27 pm AEDT

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@Fluttershy1 sitting with you in this difficult moment. I hope you're able to find some peace and calm tonight, and that you're getting all the care and support you need from hospital staff.

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