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Having a hard time

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 12:28 pm AEDT

Having a hard time

Hiya,

Things have been really hard of recent I've been in and out of hospital for my physical and mental health, things just seem to be getting harder. Days are getting longer.
I've been getting changes in my support team... Things are becoming new again, more supports because of my SI attempts *Im safe*

My physical health is declining causing me to be in and out of hospital more.

I'm trying to stay strong but it's hard, things keep going upside down when I'm sort of getting better.

I just wish it could be eaiser not harder. I'm over going to and from hospital.

I've been disassociating a lot, finding it really hard to stay present, when I can stay present it isn't for long. I just wish I could be better.

I'm safe 🦋

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MaggieSenior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 2:01 pm AEDT

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@Fluttershy1 I’m sorry things are so hard. It’s good to see you here posting when you can.

Take care. 💙💙💙

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Judi9877Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 3:11 pm AEDT

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Hi @Fluttershy1

I've just quickly popped online for a few minutes and saw you've been having a bit of trouble lately with being in and out of hospital. I'm sad to hear that but I'm proud of you for getting help- well done 👍! I'm proud that you've got some supports around you as well that are on your side. As for hospital visits, is there anything you can take to keep you grounded and In the moment when you are in hospital- something familiar or calming like @TideisTurning has mentioned? I know for me personally, I always take a book and some knitting or definitely my iPods to keep me company.

Take care and stay strong @Fluttershy1

Judi9877💐🌻☺️

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 4:05 pm AEDT

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@Lee82 - sorry my head just went over myself. I dissociaticed. Things are to much. I'm safe

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HistoryloverSenior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 4:05 pm AEDT

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Hello @Fluttershy1 So sorry that things aren't going so well for you at the moment. Same here. Sending best wishes to you.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 4:06 pm AEDT

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@TideisTurning - I take my phone and one of my sensory toys, it really depends what I'm going in for. I just wish things where eaiser..

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 4:07 pm AEDT

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@Snowie - it sucks, I'm over trying to be brave and happy when I can't. I'm always hiding my emotions

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 4:09 pm AEDT

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@Judi9877 - I'm trying really hard to stay strong. I have been trying to do self care.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 4:10 pm AEDT

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Good to see you aswell @Maggie ,

I'm trying to take care but it is hard.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor15 Dec 2020, 4:11 pm AEDT

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@Historylover - I just hope it gets better, I hope that you are okay aswell. It can be hard but I guess fighting the MH will be worth it at the end because things may turn out better.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor16 Dec 2020, 1:44 am AEDT

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@Fluttershy1 Hey hunny am here if you want to talk? love peaxx

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