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Having a hard time

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

Having a hard time

Hiya,

Things have been really hard of recent I've been in and out of hospital for my physical and mental health, things just seem to be getting harder. Days are getting longer.
I've been getting changes in my support team... Things are becoming new again, more supports because of my SI attempts *Im safe*


My physical health is declining causing me to be in and out of hospital more.

I'm trying to stay strong but it's hard, things keep going upside down when I'm sort of getting better.

I just wish it could be eaiser not harder. I'm over going to and from hospital.

I've been disassociating a lot, finding it really hard to stay present, when I can stay present it isn't for long. I just wish I could be better.

I'm safe 🦋

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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Thanks for sitting with me, it's not a great feeling I have to say. @Lee82

Got some of my workers coming in to see me.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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I'm sure it is overwhelming and scary for you @Fluttershy1

I'm glad your workers are coming in today, hopefully they can help you out.

Sitting with you hun

💜💜

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TideisTurningSenior Contributor

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Hi @Fluttershy1, it sounds like things are still a bit tough at the moment. It's ok to be scared when everything feels a little uncertain, and I can understand your overwhlem too- there's a lot going on. Please take care of yourself and feel free to keep posting here for support if you need to.

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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I understand hun. That's lovely of your work friends to come visit you. At least that will take your mind off things for a little while.
@Fluttershy1

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OwlunarSenior Contributor

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@oceangirl @Hamsolo01 @Myboy @Snowie @frog @TideisTurning @girasole @Lee82 @outlander @BPDSurvivor @jem80 @Shaz51 @Eve7 @eth @Dizzyizzy @greenpea @Schitzo @NatureLover @Maggie @Pippi29 @Clawde @Zoe7,

Hi @Fluttershy1

I tagged everyone you included on a list you put up a few days ago - I hope this helps

It seems you are having a really rotten time - with your heart problems and your MI issues and this has to be tough for you. I am glad you are safe and getting the medical attention you need - but also - this is a scary and unsettling time for you

But people are taking you seriously - and I am glad to hear that - and surgery - yes - that is scary.

I hope your family realises that you really are ill and need support - I know this is an iffy subject - and we all here care about you

Sending my best thoughts

Dec

Oh yeah - Happy Monday everyone

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@Lee82 @Owlunar @TideisTurning @Snowie @Anastasia - don't know when I'll be transferred to a different hospital. I'm scared as hell, sleepless nights. Fighting with family, does it ever stop?
I'm stuck in hospital, I just want to be better. Things seem so complicated and hard...

I just feel like complete rubbish.

@Former-Member - I am safe just having a really hard time.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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Sorry to hear that you are being transferred @Fluttershy1 but it might be for the best. Hopefully the new hospital will have more answers for you.

Am here with you hun 💜💜💜

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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I'm really scared @Snowie, I don't know how I feel. I'm a mess....

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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@Fluttershy1 sitting with you hun 💜💜

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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Can my day get any worse? 😡

Not coping

@Snowie

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