Love for Shaz51 💖🐦

❤️ @Shaz51

@tyme

Mr shaz says it is not me ❤️

Wow @Shaz51

Has Mr Shaz said anything about leaving or is this something that floats around - in his manner or whatever.

He's had a lot of loss - as have you - so has just about anyone I guess - we just have to live long enough until it happens.

Actually - I am responding to your earlier post about rejection - yeah - I hear that - it's taken me years to get over my mother's humiliating speeches and other emotional cruelty. I hear you - how did I get over it? That is the question.

Tough yards - I guess her mother helped me build my self-esteem and I had a lot of help from my father and his family - somehow we need to develop resilience and it takes time - and I have sought professional help from time to time. I believe I am authentic - and I believe you are too - this is the best place to start seeing the strength without ourselves - it's not an easy exercise either.

I hear you - you have so much happening right now and so much in the past years I have known you - you are an incredibly sensitive and caring person - this is one reason you hurt so much -

I believe in you - you believe in yourself too - but it's really hard - I know.

Care heaps

Mumma Bear

Owlunar

Well that's a positive then @Shaz51 ?

I guess it probably doesn't make you all happy happy joy joy instantly, but it's a step in the right direction I hope?

Thank you @StuF

And my mumma bear @Owlunar ❤️

Very true and my mum is a very strong woman who has made me strong in lots of ways

And she is 92 and is still very strong minded

@tyme , @Jynx , @hanami , @amber22

Mr shaz drove to ER 30kms away after being triggered and ????

and we have spent the day in hospital

He is now staying overnight, talking to mental health tomorrow, not sure if they will send him home or send him to the mental unit 60 kms away

My brother in law drove me back home 30kms away

Had to go to get mum's washing at our local hospital

Put the washing on , very tired now

@Dimity , @Faith-and-Hope

Aww @Shaz51 he's having such a rough time. I imagine you are too. He's lucky to have you.

I hope you are able to take it slow this evening and get some rest hun, sounds like it is much needed.

Try and have something to eat for dinner @Jynx

And then sit in front of tv I think that is it

Sounds perfect @Shaz51 nice and minimal. I hope Mr Shaz gets the right support, and it helps him to figure out his next steps.

Hope so @Jynx

Mr shaz thinks nothing will be done and will be sent home tomorrow

Certainly a possibility @Shaz51 would mean he is not acute/at high enough risk - which could be frustrating for sure, but maybe also reassuring? It's tricky.