My Mosaic

I am @Bow

How r u @Captain24 ?

Struggling a little @Bow

Whats happening with you?

Really not in a good way so please don’t stay if your not ok either @Captain24 dont wanna make things worse for you

It’s ok @Bow I am able to be here for you. What’s happening?

I can’t get much worse anyway. I won’t go into details, you don’t need it.

What's wrong my @Bow , sitting with you my friend

Been a rough afternoon @Captain24 @my head tells me to do things I shouldn’t and I tried really hard to ignore it and not do it but I caved and stuffed everything up.
I’m just so weak and pathetic

im in a lot of pain tonight on top of all that

Aww @Bow you're so far from weak or pathetic, I promise you that! I'm sorry to hear you're having such a rough night. What do you think you need right now? Or like, is there some small thing you can do to look after yourself, to show yourself some compassion? Here with you 💜

I don’t deserve any of that stuff @Jynx im a worthless piece of shit that shouldn’t take up any space anymore, an oxygen thief. I shouldn’t.

I hear you @Bow. Much more than you know. I am listening to how you are feeling. It’s a really tough place to be sitting.

But do you know what… I am actually in awe of you. You keep on going even though it is so hard for you. Yes you do make mistakes. But it’s part of our journey. Not a healthy part albeit.