My Mosaic

@fluffylight I want to talk to my pdoc n Friday about my sleep. We did both decide that I am just a shit sleeper, but there is something that can help my nightmares…. And my flashbacks, it’s just whether she is willing to let me go back on it.

I have to admit, study is hard while you’re in recovery. So you’re doing well being at uni! I started tafe… hmm can’t remember when, but I dropped out. I had zero motivation. I couldn’t do uni. Not smart enough, I suck at exams.

Im really hoping that today is kinder to you @Bow

Sending you my thoughts.

Thanks @Captain24 hope your day is good today

@Bow hoping today is a little better

I went down to comm mh this morning for my appointment with my CM. I sat and waited for 40mins and then overhear the reception people saying that my CM wasn’t in…. Surprise surprise. I really wish that they would be up front and honest from the beginning and just let me know that she ain’t in and then give me the option to speak with some random. I was too pissed off to stay and speak with a random, so I left.

My support worker has not long left. I told her what happened. She was annoyed by it too. She gave me the heads up that in 2 weeks time she goes on leave for 2 weeks. I hope I didn’t show my disappointment on my face. She certainly deserve a break! But it will be hard without her around.

pdoc tomorrow. Extremely anxious.

Your comm health team seem so hard to work with. @Bow.

Im really lucky with mine. It’s only a small team, no support workers, no home visits. But most of them a really good.

Im so sorry that your CM is causing you so much grief. You will really miss your support worker while she is away.

I hope you Pdoc goes ok tomorrow. I see mine in 2 weeks. Should be an interesting appt.

@Captain24 My comm mh team is pretty big, they serves a large area and I guess we are a pretty low socially economical (hope I said that right) area too. So there is a lot of mental health issues. You see it walking down the Main Street unfortunately.

my support worker is away tomorrow, so she has organised for someone else to come and support me at my pdoc appointment. I don’t really know this person and I don’t really know how I feel about them sitting in with me.

I get what you mean @Bow. living in a small town we have it all. The low to the affluent. We have people that can’t afford housing to a couple of tv personalities. Mind you my mortgage is a lot cheaper than most people pay for rent

It is hard when someone else comes to your appointments. My last one I had some random and she just sat there. When my CM comes she makes sure that the psychiatrist knows everything! That’s why she changed my current appointment so that she can be there. My Pdoc is really supportive though.

Can you come up with a plan to show her that you can keep yourself out of hospital? If that what you want?

@Bow Thinking of you and hoping your pdoc appt goes well today... 🤞