My Mosaic

Good morning @Bow

Hoping you got some sleep last night and today is going ok for you 💜💜

Thanks @NatureLover @and @Snowie

we had crazy Gail force winds in the middle of the night. Up to 100km. My room is an add on so not part of the original house and I thought the roof was gonna blow off! Kept me awake for ages. Got up this morning thinking there would be a mess to clean up outside but it wasn’t too bad at all.

Thats no good @Bow I hope you were able to get at least some sleep.

Have you had your arts and craft class yet or is it this afternoon?

I was so tired laying there listening to the wind but I couldn’t sleep @Snowie ! Was so glad when it died down.

im just getting ready to leave for my arts and craft group. I went and had my bloods done this morning too

what are you up to?

Well done for getting your bloods done @Bow That is a big step.

I hope your class is fun and a good distraction.

TW- SH

I have a gp appointment in the morning and I am terrified. She will wanna see what I have been doing to myself. She will lecture me again. She will wanna arrange for my support worker to come back and remove items from my room and then I will just go buy more. I have so very little care for myself at the moment and I am really struggling.

i'm sorry @Bow Not much help but am listening

Im here to @Bow

Hi @Bow

Sorry to hear you are struggling right now, life can be really difficult at times. You sound like you are doing the best you can right now, please ensure you are kind to yourself. It's okay to have bad days.

Take one step at a time.

It sounds like your GP and your support worker really care about you and your well-being (along with us folks on the forums, of course). Maybe it might be helpful to reach out to your team and let them know how you are feeling.

Do you think you could take a small step and let them know how you feeling by talking about how you are struggling ATM?