My Mosaic

Oh gosh I wish my mum would understand that! I don’t know how long I can hold her off for though @Eve7 i am desperate not to commit to anything like that at the moment. I need my routine and my safe place. I need predictability. And going away stripes me of all of that.

It’s all just too much at the moment

My CM called me this afternoon to see if I had been to have my bloods done. Nope. She asked about the gp appointment for tomorrow too- told her I cancelled that. That was it. Didn’t even ask how I was. Is that too much to ask???

im so tired of me.

Not ok @fluffylight

Yes seems to be continuing with my CM @fluffylight

Im so exhausted. I’m over this relentless battle inside my head and how depleted this monster is leaving me. I’m so desperate for relief.

The monster @fluffylight yes my mind, my mental health, my eating disorder. It’s torture.
I don’t see it ever getting any easier, any friendlier. It will eventually destroy me soon.

relief…. Sweet relief. Maybe it will find me in a forever slumber

@Bow I'm sorry to hear about the muddle with a trip away. I know what it's like to want to stay home in your safe place.

Hoping you are OK today and that you can have some liquids...sending hugs 💜

I’m hoping that today is a little kinder to you and that your psych appointment goes ok @Bow

Hi @Bow

Sounds like a rough night last night. Keep an eye out for an email from me, I'd like to check in with you to see how you're travelling today.