My Mosaic

My support group this morning went ok. Although there is someone there that does tend to monopolise the time. Makes it difficult when others, including myself want to share.

My appointment this afternoon with my pdoc didn’t go so well though. I ended up in the medical treatment room when I nearly passed out. My blood pressure was low and I felt really sick. That then started the arguments over what I needed to have to be well to go and what would prove to my pdoc that I could be trusted with some control over my meds. My pdoc shared out her bag of mixed nuts and insisted that I eat some. They made me a hot chocolate but I couldn’t drink that. I ended up having a cup of water and 2 nuts.
My pdoc agreed to allowing me some more control over my meds- cause I ate those 2 nuts!. Comm mh will drop meds off twice a week and then my support

worker will call the rest of the week and I am suppose to take my meds when they call. Stupid in my opinion. They won’t agree to my mum doing it.
I am suppose to go get my bloods done too. My pdoc said that she expects my electrolytes to be low and that we would then just have a conversation. But I don’t trust them. I know it would be more and I still ain’t getting them done.
In all honesty I am surprised that they let me walk out of there and drive myself home. I still feel incredibly unwell.

Hi @Bow

Sounds like it has been a busy and full on day for you hon.

I'm glad to hear you will have at least a little more control of your meds hon, even if they are going to call you every day.

Hoping you can take some time for yourself this evening 💗

Sitting with you @Bow as it all sounds really tough.

🩵🙏🩵

Bet if I wasn’t fat things would of been different this afternoon 😩😢

I still feel really unwell @fluffylight tried to eat some dinner but I really couldn’t stomach much. Have just excused myself to my room and crawled into bed.
feeling like this makes me thoughts really bad. I’m feeling really teary too

Sounds like you have had a pretty rough day @Bow.

Im sending you lots of hugs

Thanks @Captain24 @fluffylight

yes @fluffylight bed is a mostly safe place for me