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My Mosaic

BowSenior Contributor

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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fluffylightSenior Contributor

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This sounds so hard on you 💛
Is there something you can do to be a bit gentle on yourself tonight? @Bow

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BowSenior Contributor

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Sleep @fluffylight thats what I want. I was fighting it from 5pm. Had things to do. Now that I am in bed I’m not as sleepy.

I’d just like a decent nights sleep. No waking up constantly and tossing and turning. Wake feeling refreshed at 8am. But alas, I know that won’t happen.

I see my psychologist tomorrow morning

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fluffylightSenior Contributor

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Peaceful sleep sounds like something you are trying to achieve for yourself, but has been hard 😞 Sorry to hear this 💛

Are you looking forward to your psychologist appointment? @Bow

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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@Bow I hope you were able to get some sleep last night.

Good luck with your psych appt. today.

Sending lots of love 💌💌

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BowSenior Contributor

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Thanks @Snowie my appointment went ok. I took my journal and used it as a reference to what I wanted to talk about and also allowed her to read certain bits.

We talked a bit more about my fractured relationship with my CM and she understands that all a bit more. She is going to mention it to their team leader- hopefully that will happen cause 2 others have said that they were going to do that also.

She’s concerned about my increase in ED behaviours. Asked that I book an appointment with my gp, I nodded, but I won’t be doing that.
She was quiet interested in my comment about dying from an eating disorder being more acceptable that dying by suicide.

kinda fallen to pieces since being home though

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amber22Senior Contributor

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Hey @Bow

Sending you hugs and I'm here if you wanted to chat

Hello everyone @Snowie @NatureLover @Shaz51

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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hugs @Bow and sitting with you my friend xxx

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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sounds like a bit of a mixed bag for you @Bow

Well done for letting her read some of your diary. That must have taken a lot of courage.

Here with you hon 💗

Hi @Shaz51 @amber22 hope both of you are going ok.

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BowSenior Contributor

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I’m so tired
I feel so unwell
😩😢

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JynxModerator

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Hey @Bow sorry to hear you're feeling so rough. Here if you wanna chat.

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