My Mosaic

I'm glad you're here @Bow, now I can come sit with ya. Sucks to be hit with withdrawals, I hope they don't last too long. Fingers crossed your meds arrive soon. Are you up to much at the moment?

Just sitting on the couch @Jynx not really doing anything. It’s cold tonight.

hiii @Birdofparadise8

Omg it's freezing hey @Bow! I'm in a hoodie, poncho, and wrapped up in a blankie and I'm still chilly, brrrr! 😱

Watched anything cool on tv lately?

Hi @Bow

It's so cold, right?

I’ve got a hoodie on @Jynx , beanie and uggs. Still freezing. Hands are going numb. I’d like to go crawl into bed. Maybe I’ll try my oodie.

I finished watching today what they have released so far of ‘the lost flowers of Alice hart’. Enjoying Bay of fires too. Struggling to stay focus at the moment though.
anything you watched? And how was your time away with family?

@Bow oh cool you have an oodie? Does it have a cute pattern on it? My bestie has the one with little avocados hehe.

My mum was watching Bay of Fires, said it was a bit weird but still kinda interesting. It's set in Tassie right? I've been rewatching Parks and Rec, good for a chuckle.

Yeah @Jynx they didn’t have many cool prints when I got mine. I got the blue with cute little unicorns on it. Would love the one with the plants on it though. I got my D one for Easter this year- Elsa, she lives in it! Always having to wash it.

yes bay of fires is a bit weird… but I grew up in tassie and recognise a lot of the places they film at, so it’s kinda interesting to watch.

you rewatch shows cause you like them…. And/or cause it’s predictable?

@Bow there's one with plants?! I'll have to have another look, I didn't like any of the patterns when I looked last time. Aww ya lil one would look so cute all wrapped up in floofy Elsa!!

Yeah I think it's a bit of the predictability, plus it's good when I don't want to use all my energy/focus on the show, like if I'm doing something else it's good for background noise. Plus with my ADHD I often don't remember exactly how things end in movies and TV. It's one of the few benefits of it haha - I can rewatch a movie after about a year and it's like watching it again for the first time!

Yea there is an I love plants oodie @Jynx ! So many different ones now.

yeah I get the thing with predictablity and also not having to focus as much. I often end up rewatching shows and movies for those reasons. I can put something new on, and get stuck in my head, thinking about stuff, or even dissociating and then have no idea what’s happening. It’s kinda a safe and comforting feeling knowing I can put something on and if I get lost and come back I kinda know what’s happening.
I have 3 albums on iTunes music that I cycle through too.

my pill was just dropped off. I spoke briefly with them. I don’t really know them. Hard when they wanna have a conversation with me, ask heaps of questions and I don’t trust them.
Told me I have a pdoc appointment on Thursday. Don’t wanna go. Don’t wanna see her.
I have a gp appointment first thing tomorrow. I didn’t even make the appointment. It came up on the app and I got a text about it. And it’s a long appointment 😩😩

@Bow I just looked it up! It's sooooo cute. I'll let you know if I end up getting it, then maybe we'd have matching oodies one day - even if we never get to see each other in them haha.

Yeah it's good to have those comfort shows. I also rewatch Buffy every few years. It was such a big part of my younger years, it still gives me joy haha. What are your comfort shows?

It sucks having so many appts, and to feel like you're not the one in the driver's seat for them. I hope you can try to keep an open mind and so it ends up being helpful. It won't be this way forever.