My Mosaic

Sorry, I guess I want to say I understand and empathise on why you might feel this way.

As I too feel this way sometimes.

I have sent you an email, if it feels okay for you 💛

Hey @Bow you're not a waste of anyone's resources. In fact you're exactly who deserves them most. If not for you and others like you who are struggling so much, then why would these services need to exist? I know that exactly 0% of the time I've ever spent supporting you has felt like a waste. Moreover, it's felt like a gift. That may sound at odds with how you see it from your perspective, but to me, being able to lift people up, to give them hope, or to sit beside them in the darkness (darkness that I myself know all too well) is something very nourishing for my soul.

I'd be devastated if I didn't get to see you around, to hear the latest about your little one and all her adorableness, to see you supporting and sitting with others who are having a rough time.

Your brain is telling you that you are worthless to society, but I'm here to wholeheartedly disagree.

Don’t know how to make my brain believe anything else.
Don’t know how to make my brain believe there is any other option.
sorr

@Bow Mm it's really hard when the thoughts are loud like that. Have you called anyone for some support tonight? Or spoken to your mum? Might be a good time to do so.

Bypass your brain @Bow @and go straight to your heart.

I see a kindhearted soul who wholeheartedly supports others. Your heart is strong and will look after you. ❤️❤️❤️

My heart is too broken. Hurts tonight giving me pains

not calling anyone or talking. Too late for that.
just gonna go

Hugs @Bow. Wish I could take your pain away. I hope you can get off to bed okay and get some rest. We'll be here for you if you need us. Rest well hun 💜

Wow, @tyme - I also don't own a TV, by choice! I can't stand the noise and conflict, and the screaming ads! I much prefer to read my information, and if a news article presents as a video, I won't watch it but will look for a written article instead.

I'm also a book addict - realistic novels like you, a few biographies, some murder mysteries if they're not gory.

Nice to hear of someone else like me in this matter! 🙂

@Bow Sorry to read about the mental and emotional space you ended up in last night 😞

Hope things look brighter and more hopeful this morning 💜

@Bow hoping you got some sleep last night and today looks a little brighter.

Have you picked any movies to watch this weekend with D?