My Mosaic

do you ever go to an appointment, hoping....wanting..... expecting a certain amount of support, but walk away with nothing?????

i seen my CM from community mental health this arvo. i wanted something. i dont know what. but i need something. i am struggling so much with no psychological support. noone to actually talk to about what is going on inside my head. my CM is fairly useless.

my body is struggling so much. i feel so lethargic and i know that i need to eat and drink, but my ED rears its ugly head and says no, this is a good thing.

i have a trauma anniversay on monday and i have noone. my CM wont even see me until friday

i feel so desperate. so hopeless

so stuck

and i dont know any other way out of the hell hole that i am living in.

I'm sorry that happened to you @Bow and that you won't see your CM until next week.

I can understand those feelings in regards to no support. It is super hard.

I’m so sorry this happened @Bow. Especially after such a supportive appointment earlier in the day.

You deserve support. @Bow. Is there anyone else you can reach out to?

Hey @Bow ,

Sounds difficult tonight. Can I sit with you?

Do you think there's something I can support you with right now?

Hi @Captain24 - good to see you here.

Not really @Captain24

i got on the butterfly webchat a little while ago. I vented. But they can’t really do anything.
my dietitian is the only one that I feel properly supported by. But I see her monthly. And if I’m not ready to commit to increasing my intake therr really isn’t much she can do. I mean she is great at listening and gets me, and she always validates my experiences.
my psychologist is due back on the 12th. I think I will see her on that day?
I don’t know who else there is?

Sitting with you @Bow

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Really clutching at straws @tyme im feeling pretty desperate at the moment.

I don’t know either @Bow. I’m so sorry. We can listen to you if that helps. Or is there anything we can do to support you?