My Mosaic

@Bow @Snowie 🤗💓😔🌺

Yes @Bow ... I am staying one night at the hospital. I have two afternoon apts tomorrow (Mon) and an early apt the following morning (Tues), so I decided to stay up there for the night. So I will drive up tomorrow morning in time for radiation therapy at 12noon and then I see the radiation oncologist at 1pm. Will likely check into my accommodation there around 11.30am as it saves having to search for a public parking spot. My Tues am radiation is at 9.45am, so I will check out beforehand and head home straight after. Wednesdays radiation is not until 12.30pm, so I will be okay to drive up the next day. Although I will have 2 appointments that day too. But it will be my last !!!!! 👍🥂🎉

Good on your @Bow for going to get something to eat for dinner tonight. Not good at all that you havent eaten all weekend. You simply cannot function without nourishment sweetheart. Please try very hard to eat something at least every day. I really do worry about you Bow. 😔🌺

@Snowie really sorry that things are so hard for you too right now. Hope things start to improve for you soon. Maybe the ECT will start to have some benefits in the coming weeks. Hope so.

Emelia 💞

@Emelia8 I hope your appointments go ok hun. You are almost finished and hoping that these last few days go well.

I am not sure the ect will help with my issues at the moment. Feel very let down by my psych and deserted. Can only see one way out of this situation.

@Snowie 😔💔

Hey @Snowie I've just sent you an email to touch base ❤️

I'm glad your able to stay up there @Emelia8 I can't imagine how draining these weeks have been for you, all the driving alone and the treatment itself. You are a strong woman @Emelia8 I do hope your appointments go well and you get some good results. Praying so.

I managed a little dinner. I felt it this morning when on the treadmill, have actually really felt it the last few days. I push myself, but just don't have any go in me at the moment.

@Snowie Please stick with us. I know it's hard. I truly do get it. I'm sorry I don't have any words that can help cause I'm there too, but I am here with you. 💜

@Bow glad that you were able to eat something hun. Better then nothing at all.

I know you understand, really wish you didn't and didn't have to go through it too. It is just hard losing my main support.

Have you got any plans for tonight or just a night on the couch?

Wish none of us had to @Snowie ive only been with my psych for 2 months.. 5 visits. But I can't imagine having to lose her at the moment... I really hope I haven't stuffed that up, she ain't acute care, which is where I'm at at the moment. Are you booked in to see someone else @Snowie ? Have they done a good handover, so difficult though- I'm so sorry 😞

haven't really got anything planned, just to get through the evening. Not in a great head space since eating dinner and having some flashbacks.

I have got into see a new psych but the wait is quite long. I have to try and cope until I see her. Lots of worries I have to try and deal with.

I hope you can continue to see your psych hun, especially if she is a good fit for you @Bow .

I'm sorry about the flashbacks, the can be really crippling for us.

Is there anyone you can talk to about them?