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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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@Eve7 wrote:

I waited nearly 24 hours to get a bed that time.


Oh gosh @Eve7 😞

@Bow I'm so impressed that you turned up to your psychologist appt and shared your journal, including what was at the back...well done. I'm sorry you had to wait for a bed so long last night 😞

Am thinking of you in hospital and hoping you can eat enough to avoid a medical admission, and that you have all you need in there in terms of good care and the right meds at the right time, etc. 💜

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Still in the ED on a chair. I’m so extremely exhausted. Have a headache. I didn’t get any sleep. 😩

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That’s terrible @Bow Our health system certainly needs a review.

Im praying you can get a bed soon and finally get some sleep.

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@Bow I'm so sorry to hear you are still in ED, our system certainly needs an overhaul. I hoping you at least got your meds and prn.

Just about to go into a psych appointment but sitting with you. You were the first person I thought of when I woke up. Praying you get a bed soon.

Here with you hon ❤️

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This is a brand new hospital. Opened last year. It’s no bigger than the old one and half the beds are closed cause there isn’t the staff to work them. I thought there was a specific mental health section in the ED, but it doesn’t look like it.

I sat enviously looking at the empty bed opposite me for ages in the early hours of this morning. When another bed became vacant in the middle of the night, the mental health patient next to me was offered the bed but she declined. It was never offered to me.

One good thing about being voluntary is that I was allowed to go for a walk to the cafe to get myself a drink. I got an ice chai. Wouldn’t have been able to do that if I was scheduled. Small wins.

I’ve had all my morning meds today. They didn’t have the correct dose of one of them and the nurse said I would have to wait until it came down from pharmacy. But the mental health guy ended up going up to the psych ward and got the correct dose for me. That was nice of him.

the phone reception and free wifi is terrible in here. Was trying to watch survivor finale from last night and home and away. But it won’t load.

@Snowie how did your appointment go??

@Captain24 I read on your thread about your job. I’m sorry that you’re having to deal with this again. And your dietitian… I feel like I’ve wasted her time every appointment for the last 2 years. I’ve never been able to stick to my meal plans or anything else. But she assures me… cause I’ve texted her multiple times to cancel my appointment cause I didn’t want to waste her time, that I indeed wasn’t. I think ideally anyone that is trying to restore a healthy relationship with food is aiming for 6 meals… 3 meals and 3 snacks. I’ve rarely been able to do that, maybe when on a medical admission and shortly after being discharged. So keep trying.

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I'm glad you got your meds hon @Bow but it still must be frustrating with the waiting.

Good to hear that you were able to go get a drink. You are showing so much courage and strength to still be waiting hon, some people wouldn't.

My appt. went ok. I closed down quite a few times and chickened out. My fault. Didn't get asked so didn't tell.

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Oh my dear friend, this is not good at all. Surely you won’t have to wait too much longer @Bow. It must be awful for you sitting there with your thoughts. At least you have your phone. I had everything taken from me when I was waiting.

Sending lots of love ❤️🙏❤️

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@Bow

I really hope you have a bed by now and are getting the help you deserve.

Will always be sitting with you even when I'm not online 💗💗

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I hope you have a bed @Bow and are finally getting some rest.

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I’m still sitting in the ED. No bed. Deciding what time I will give them before I decide to leave. Not spending another night in this chair. Find it so frustrating this waiting process. I was giving myself til Friday. As long as I came in voluntarily and stayed that way, did the right thing and tried for this admission to be a circuit breaker, I would request to go home Friday. That’s long enough away from my daughter. This sitting here and waiting feels like such a waste of pressure time. Yeah I’m getting a break from home, but it’s far from being restful.

I’m currently trying to force some dinner down. It’s truly is disgusting. I think it’s some kind of fish patty rice and beans. This horrible food makes it hard for me to ensure that I eat during this admission.

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