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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Oh no @Bow 💔 That is a really low blow, and I can understand you feeling that way. You're right, she should never have said that she wasn't going anywhere. I am concerned about you @Bow as I know how I would feel under these circumstances. I'm sorry I really don't know what to say. Other than that I feel for you, and I want you to stay safe. 💝

Emelia

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Hey @Bow

Thank you for explaining all of that. I can see how this makes you feel like you can't trust people. I used to work at CMH and was good friends with our psychologist. She was trying for a baby for many years but of course didn't tell any of the people she worked with. When she fell pregnant her worst fear was telling them. She truly was sad and felt bad about this sudden change for them.

I'm not saying anything about why your psychologist is leaving but we can't assume anything about the lives of others. I know this doesn't help your hurting and understand the pain is raw right now. But I honestly don't believe she meant to do this and would hate that you're feeling so devastated. Don't give up, there are plenty more amazing health professionals out there. Feel sad, yes, and feel angry too - you have every right to. But know that there are others who want to help you.

❤️

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oh gosh @Bow That must be so hard. I'm so sorry to hear she's left you suddenly. I know you really trusted her. I guess we do have to remember that Psychologists are people too, outside of their work and have their own things that happen in life. I'm sure she never meant to hurt you, but that doesn't make it any easier 💝

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@Bow wrote:

My psychologist broke the news to me that she is leaving. I am beyond devastated.


Am so very sorry that this has happened, @Bow 😞

Hoping you are coping...sending wishes for you that you find someone even better 💜

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@Bow

I know yesterday was such a full on day for you, with so many changes happening.

I hope today brings at least a little bit of clarity for you.

Please remember we are all here for you those this difficult time.

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Thanks @Snowie @NatureLover @Paperdaisy @hanami @Emelia8

trying not to think too much about it cause it makes me teary all over again. But did manage to do some journaling last night through the tears. Have a gp appointment tomorrow. Suppose to see my case manager too. But just wanting to shut everyone out. I will go to my gp appointment cause I need some stuff for my DSP application. Also need stuff from my pdoc and psych too, but don’t know what’s gonna happen there anymore 😩

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Thank you for letting us know @Bow . It's good you're keeping appts. Just put one foot in front of the other and keep going for now. Understandable your pain is real and raw and you're worried about what's going to happen.

❤️

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Contemplating the end

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Hey @Bow. I’m here. I’m ready to listen

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Hey @Bow I'm sitting with you and I'm here with you if you wanted to chat ❤️

I've also just sent an email checking in when you have the capacity to reply that would be great

Amber22

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