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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Thank you for reaching out to community members @Bow . You really do mean so much to everyone.

Thank you @Captain24 for your care.

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@Bow wrote:

but then I’m really scared of what I am capable of doing to myself. It’s all I think about. I’m so done.



Am just so sorry to hear, dear @Bow 💔

Good luck getting the appt this morning and then turning up 🤞

Sending lots of 💜

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Good morning @Bow.

Please text your CM today.

I was also instead of going in would it be easier for you to talk on the phone. I seem to open up more when I’m on the phone.

Let me know when you text. I will

keep checking in.

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I texted her and I’m going to see her at 1pm

thanks @Captain24

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Thanks for letting me know @Bow.

Please try to be completely honest with her. I know it’s hard. I failed with the psychiatrist yesterday but my CM had already filled her in.

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Think img if you. @Bow

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Thanks @Captain24

I’ve made it here, just sitting waiting in reception area.

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Well that was a complete waste of time. I have never felt more unsupported by her before. Climbed into my car and cried. I don’t know how to keep doing this. I’ve had enough. Bye

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Hi @Bow

Sounds like you're feeling pretty down right now due to what's just happened. Can you reach out to the following services if you feel unsafe:

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247

If in immediate danger: 000

Also, you could speak to someone at our drop-in counselling line (email, phone, or webchat). https://www.sane.org/get-support/drop-in-service .

I'll also send you an email.

Hugs

Hanami

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Oh @Bow I’m so sorry. I know how much you needed to be heard today and how hard it was for you to reach out. I wish I could help you. Is there anyone else in her department that you can talk

too?

My CM is unavailable today and we have been communicating by email. She was worried so she had another nurse ring me and it was helpful.

Just a suggestion

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