I called after hours comm mh last night, they weren’t overly helpful, argued with me about going to hospital. I told them no. Eventually agreed on just trying to sleep cause I had already taken my meds.
I didn’t sleep well.
And still feel absolutely lousy today. Still alot of SI that is really intense. Comm mh called today, spoke to some random. I agreed I would just keep painting and call if things got worse.
Also, I finally got my new work contract. I’ve been working for my church for years. Doing admin, social media and website stuff and any other random things. I was employed for 4hrs a week. While under my old pastor I always had things to do. I nearly always did my 4hrs. But my new pastors no. He is terrible at admin, never gives me things to do until the last minute and then feels bad and often just does them himself and then makes me look and feel incompetent.
late last year he called a meeting and basically said cause I was in hospital so much and generally not well and not doing the hours that they wanted to change my contract to just casual hours and I get paid for the hours I do.
I do 2 tasks every week consistently… send roster reminders out and create a social media post about church for the weekend- these 2 tasks take me max 8minutes. And then 2 other tasks when required, which neither take long either.
My hourly rate has gone up $1.50 from part time hourly rate. I don’t really feel like I have a right to complain about the pay since I’ve been paid my part time rate for ages when not doing the work. But I never once got a pay rise and I’ve gone from part time to casual and my rate only went up $1.50.
Anyways, I’m just venting. I’m a bit angry and upset with the whole situation. And think I will resign. It’s really not worth the stress.
