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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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@Bow wrote:
No they are not lies it is all truth and you know it you all know it

Hi @Bow , I can't support that when you say you look grotesque and ugly due to your body size and things like that, it's the truth. I think they are all lies that your illness is telling you, sadly 😞

I'm glad your daughter feels better.


I can relate to difficulty thinking what your healthy adult self would say, as when I'm in a severe depressive episode, i can't see any positives 😞

I hope the additional meds help your stepdad 🤞

Sending 💜 and hugs...

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@Bow, all the awful things you’ve been through was never your fault. I know it’s hard to believe it, I still struggle to not blame myself and many other survivors do too. ♥️🫂

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Overwhelming sadness tonight and

its the weekend and I don’t know how to face it I hate weekends I’ve already done stuff I shouldn’t

my case manager cancelled on me today, she was sick…. Her daughter was actually. She called me briefly to see if I still wanted to go in and see someone else. I said no. I didn’t wanna go in and talk to someone random.

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Hi @Bow ,

Did you manage to make another appointment? Cancellations are hard. I hear that.

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Next Wednesday @tyme with my case manager. Monday with my psychologist.

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@Bow I am so glad you got some supportive appointments coming up.

Please know that you are not alone in all of this.

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What do you think you'll do over the weekend? @Bow

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Thanks @Snowie how r u doing?

@tyme My daughter is at her fathers tomorrow. I will give her room a good clean. That’s about all I’ve got planned

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@Bow struggling with lots of SI thoughts, Lucky I am in hospital for round the clock monitoring.

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I’m glad your in a safe place @Snowie but I’m sorry it’s been so hard 😞

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