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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Thank you, @Bow ...unfortunately I didn't manage my 1 hour of extra tidying yesterday 😞 And today is a work day. I will aim for Friday.

Yes, I start off better in the morning, like you.

When do your supports start back?

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Hey @NatureLover im sorry you didn’t get your extra hr of tidying yesterday…. Aiming for tomorrow though!

what do you do for work? I don’t think I’ve asked before..

my supports are back next week. I see my psychologist every Monday but next Monday is a public holiday so she is fitting me in on Wednesday, which is nice of her. And I’m seeing my case manager on Friday. My dietitian isn’t back until February… she takes all of the school holidays off.

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@Bow wishing you well today hon 💗💗

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Feeling so triggered today

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@Bow

Can sit or listen hon. Here with you

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Went and slept the afternoon away @Snowie but have woken up in not a good way. Really not ok today

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I'm sorry to hear that @Bow but I know what it is like.

Am around if you need to chat.

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Thanks @Snowie

I don’t know why I am feeling so triggered today. Feeling so much pain and other sensations in my body that are not good. Hating that my body is making me remember all of this.

just wanna sleep all the time so I don’t have to see or feel it all. But then I have nightmares. Don’t know which is worse.

when I’m awake I feel physically sick thinking about… remembering it all.

just want it all to stop

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I can relate to just wanting to sleep all day @Bow but at the same time not wanting to sleep.

It is such a hard choice sometimes.

I just try and force myself to sleep so I don't have to deal with my thoughts.

It makes it hard when we just want it to stop, yet at the same time we have to try and keep going.

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Can’t keep doing this

things make me scared

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