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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Hey @Bow ,

Do you think you are able to 'sit in the unpleasantness'? I'm happy to sit with you.

If not, this is probably a good time to reach out to your treating team. Do you think you can give that a go?

Otherwise, crisis numbers are also here:

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

If in immediate danger: 000

Let me know how you go.

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@tyme My case manager called me. We talked a bit. She asked if I needed an admission. I said no.

think I will go see her tomorrow?

then I washed the dog.

still blah. It’s hard sitting in that unpleasantness…..

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Hey @Bow ,

I'm glad your CM contacted you.

I also understand it is hard to sit in unpleasantness. Boy oh boy did I find this hard! That's why we don't expect you to start sitting it it for hours on end by yourself. Start slow with baby steps. Even it means starting with a few mins first - it IS worth it. You will see a difference eventually. 🙂

Sitting with you, tyme

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That unpleasantness is really overwhelming tonight. Today has been really hard and I just want to go to bed and pray to never wake up.

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@Bow sending some love your way hon.

You are an incredibly strong person to be going through all of this.

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Thanks @Snowie

todays not been a good day. Really not ok

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Sitting with you and hoping you're okay today @Bow

Sending you hugs

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No I’m not

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Sinking deeper into this pit

wanting it to swallow me up and disappear

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Take me now

please

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